shar0n

soo cold

2006-05-06T23:40:00.000+10:00

its realllly COLD!! ><" rarrr!! just got home from my babes house =) i love u honey!! hmmm...well got results back from exams...didnt do too bad haha blah!! coming 4th in PD haha yay!! umm friday had cross country ><" was sooo shit!! rarr but me paige and shell just took fotos haha coz we're luvos haha =) my baby picked me up and brought me to the doctors coz my eye was hurting and he said i might need glasses soo yehh have to book the optometrist =( and i have eye drops as well =( how shit is that...after that went food court and was with jeremy and TRISH!! aww i missed ya girl!! and then saw LORABEL!! and then FRAN and then CHARISSE haha wow!! miss u girls soo much!! haha my babe got me a balloon but then he popped it with his ciggi!! GRRR!! baby dropped me off home and then went out again around 7ish and watched Mission Impossible 3 haha its realllly good..!! hahahahaha i quite enjoyed it =D today went city and got a haircut...well a trim haha...saw these hot boots but only had a size 6 left!! dammit!! was gonna buy sopper tube dark denim jeans but didnt =( i regret that now =( retreat in 2 weeks!! hope im with my girls this time haha and 18 months on sat!! haha oh shit and mothers day hahaha =( on sunday....ohh dear....byeee 2 pix from cross country...

boreeddddd

2006-04-26T15:28:00.000+10:00

i am sooooooooooo EFFING bored!!! argghh!!
i called my baby but i think he was in class haha woops!!
i miss my hunni bunni!!!!
btw don't you reckon Kristen Kreuk is HOT??

i wanna meet

2006-04-21T20:46:00.000+10:00

i wanna meet these people....

...and ask them why there soo effing hot!! dammit!! hehe
just editing this entry....just got home from city and put more higlights in my hair but a lighter blonde this time hehe yay....now im like a true blonde =P hehe
im missing my baby boooo soooo much!! ><" i want a hug and a kiss!! rarrr!! xoxo
hmm anyways im off!! bye bye nowww

jkfdjgh

2006-04-19T22:02:00.000+10:00

well yesterday went to the easter show AGAIN with shemelly and it was quite fun i might add =) shell came to my place first and we just bummed around in ma room and voted for paige on aussie-kids.com haha =) yehh then caught the bus to easter show..didnt buy that much...
bought my ralph doll for $6.50
a furry light up wand for $5.00 and shell broke hers =D
eeyore ears for $2.00 haha
wanted an eeyore balloon but it was $15.00!!
yehh then had a lil chat to emii, jason and aarushi!! looking fab as always =)
then caught the bus back to towers and weren't bothered to see a movie in the end haha
mum picked me up around 5ish and then went out agen to see my baby boy!! i love him soooo much!!
but missed the O.C dammit!! ><" ohhh dear!!
im off....bye bye beautiful pplz!! xoxo

back...

2006-04-14T20:06:00.000+10:00

finished exams on thursday!! was soo happy...
i think i did well in all of em except for ancient history ><"
umm relatives are over so yeh...
getting hair done tomoro...prolli colour it lighter and cut?...hmm dunno yet
happy 17 months baby for yesterday hehe
went easter show with my rents lastnight...was good..going agen on tues haha
need to book P's soon hehe yay
ohh and happy 17th bday to nancy babes for yesterday!! hope it was grand =D
missing shell, rach and paige soo much from skool already!!
missing my baby bubu sooo effing much!! can't wait to see him...tomoro hopefully!!

procrastinating

2006-03-17T13:32:00.000+11:00

still.....PROCRASTINATING

Zoe's 18th party tomoro!!

ciao

getting better

2006-03-17T13:28:00.000+11:00

on the road to recovery....check
studied for ancient history topic test....check

studied for maths topic test....no
bought pressie for zoe's 18th....no
bought top for party....no
bought alchi for party....no
studied for 1/2 yearly's....no

still soo much to do *sigh*

wat next?

2006-03-16T13:32:00.000+11:00

im SICK
i haven't studied for anciet history topic test that i would of had today
haven't started acient history assessment
i HATE ancient history ><"
havent started studying for any subjects yet for half yearlys in.....ummm...3-4 weeks
dunno what to wear to Zoe's 18th this sat...
*sigh*

updating for you..

2006-03-12T11:32:00.000+11:00

hmmm...not really gonna update...more like update on photos...theres some from umm...ancient history seminar,english seminar,at GPK,at5 emiiz party and just bumming....
1st pic; me and my baby in the park
2nd pic; jen,me and shell after english seminar
3rd pic; same as 2nd
4th pic; me and my hubbi
5th pic; shell,me and jen in city
6th pic; me and jen after ancient history seminar
7th pic; emii,me and my baby at macq ice rink
8th pic; my baby posing in the park
9th pic; same as the 2nd and 3rd pics
10th pic; jenii and me
11th pic; nikolah,kara and shell at GPK
12th pic; paige and nik at GPK
13th pic; emii,me and aarushi at macq ice rink

nothing else better to do

2006-03-03T20:48:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA (17TH) AND BOONE (18TH) !!
i'm bored doing some homework on a FRIDAY night!! what is wrong with me?! *meh* it must be a year 12 thing haha i have a speech due in 2 weeks and i'm soo lost abt it...it makes no sense to me haha....stupid ancient history, it soooo effing gay!! ohhh dear....i'm not allowed to swear....Paige and I gave it up for Lent (some catholic thing) soo yehh its been about 2 days sooo 38 more days to go till i can swear haha but its been slipping out here and there and shemelly's been slapping me with her evil stinging hands ><"!! my fwend Jona put me in a headlock today haha i think he did it coz i was annoying whilst he was doing homework at lunch which was due for next period....he tried dragging me into the boys toilet....which smelt sooo baddd!! *coughs* and then i got out and he accidenty hit my in the FACE!! *ouch* but he didnt know....the aftermath of that was is that it didnt really hurt till half way thru english...soo jen and I went to the bathroom and i out water on it and cream and it slowly went down haha and Jona soon apologized!! haha i told my hubbi and yehh i dont think he cared haha!! I LOVE MY BABY SOOO MUCH!! ITS NEARLY 16 MONTHS!! WEEEEE!! XOXOXOXOXO

hello blah

2006-02-25T15:08:00.000+11:00

hello beuatiful people!! and no that doesn't apply to all of you hehe hmmmm well i just got from parra where i did quite a lot of shopping!! dont u just love that feeling when u just buy a whole bunch of pointless crap but u just feel happy?! hehe ^^ well i bought Stussy super tubes from Zero for $50 hehe i say thats a bargain!! then bought a top from Abyss which was $30 and then bought another pair of short shorts from Temt that was about $15 haha yay!! soo happy happy!! AND i got to hang out with my sexc NANCY!! woot!! u looked sooo effing hot!! omg!! hahaha okies well im off cyaz

jeremy's

2006-02-18T10:58:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BDAY JEREMY!! ur party went off lastnight!! it was really good to see all my old fwends!! well before i went to the party i went to go buy some some alchi for me n the girls and yehh then made my way to the party and shell and budda were there!! weeee!! i miss ya budda!! u looked soo hot lastnight!! and rach and dario were there too!! dario was soo shiny haha!! yehh then me shell budda and georgia went to go find soph and fil and guide em to jeremys party!! haha there such losties but soph looked soo good!! wooot wooo!! who else was there? ummm BEN!!! aww was soo good to see you!! we were drinking rum and coke all night haha!! umm PAIGE!! soo good that u came!! we were both tipsy dancing haha ummm, jess,kromer,brendan,courtney,ash,maddy,
daria,amanda, luke,scott,kimmy,caitlin,bj,
bex,ryan, danni,tom,marc,maizey,zoe etc etc haha there were heaps of emos but there gay soo yeh!! there was a jumping castle, a band and yehh alot of drinking!! haha =P

I LOVE MY BABY SOOO MUCH!! UR THE EFFING BEST!! XOXO

bored!!!!!

2006-02-12T21:07:00.000+11:00

i am bored out of my fucking brain and im just sitting here staring at the computer and falling alseep..you would think i would get off the comp and sleep or watch tv aye? well i have no life soo im just gonna sit here and type this pointless entry -_-" my weekend was alright...saturday saw my baby and we went city first to go see his grandpa and drop some stuf off for him and then he gave me a coke and chocolate money lol how cute ^^ and then we walked to market city to buy some groceries haha yepp thats right..buy some groceries, its like we're married or something but unfortunately we're not lol we had to buy stuf for dinner coz my baby was gonna cook me dinner!! haha how thoughtful and sweet! hehe well we drove back and i of course fell alseep in the car and then we got back to his place and i went to sleep on his bed and he cooked me dinner!! it was curry flavoured noodles with beef balls, shrimp wonton, little fish things, fried egg, veges and tofu!! it was sooo good!! top stuf baby!! haha *hi5* hehe yepp then we went to castle towers and we watched Jarhead hehe it was really goo but surprisingly no violence but alot of swearing and like pron shit coz all the army dudes are full horny etc etc...yepp then my baby dropped me home at like 11.45pm hehe and yehh was with my dog and then foned it with my baby then went to sleep. today i woke up at 8.30 and did some maths homework and then had a driving lesson...umm yehhh then did more homework and then went to sleep ^^ my fave past time lol =P yepp then had dinner from Golden Lake restaurant coz its the last day of Chinese New Year!! yepp and now im here -_-" tomoro have to wake up at 6.30am!! omfg!! i have morning class for religion at 7.30 but im driving and going to maccas so im happy lol and also also got lunch time class too...its gonna go for like 6 weeks and im gonna die every monday!! and i had a double free in the arvo so i could have gone home at lunch but nooooo i have to stay and learn more about religion..stupid teacher last time didnt teach us shit an now we all have to suffer ><" well ciao peoples...have a good one...tomoro is 15 MONTHS!! yay!! i love u baby!! xoxo

school

2006-02-10T20:47:00.000+11:00

well school has been...well....boring...year 12 is alright i guess...well soo far...not too much work...!! umm on the 9th had school fotos!! last one forever!! ohh sooo sad!! but it was really strict this year...like no make up...hair had to be tied up etc etc...our skool is soo gay but its ok i guess....my homeroom teacher said that teachers are only nice till the easter holidays haha i hope thats true!! in ancient history learning about the Julio-Claudians haha its quite good i guess...alot of things to remember ><" ohh yes today had a test on Pompeii and it was gay....but yehh only went for 30 mins soo im not going to complain....ohh jen!! ur hair looks sexc! but u dont like it...i guess the hairdresses are blacktown fucked it up big time for ya!! sorry i cldnt come to btown and complain with ya!! just gimma there number!! =P hmmms well today was a pretty bludgy day and once again Paige didn't come to skool because of her horses or something? haha watever..ummm then emma came later to skool coz she had her P's test..hehe umm and yehh at lunch shell, nik, emma and I were just laughing like idiots and throwing popcorn and sultanas at each other =P we're soo lame!! haha yehh then at 2.30 my baby picked me up!! and then he came back to my house and we bummed for abit until he had to go and pick up his lil sis from penno!! aww soo sweet!! hehe baby!! its 15 months sooon!! omg!! soo long!! yay!! and its v-day soon too!! haha sometimes i wonder why i bother with v-day...itz just like any other day but on this particular day u have to buy stuf for ur lover to 'remind' them that you love them...geez haha well i bought my baby something but he already knows that i love him....right? haha =D

bsb rule!!

2006-02-01T22:27:00.000+11:00

BACKSTREET BOYS RULE!! THEIR CONCERT WAS THE EFFING BEST!! OMFG!! *screams* haha well met mark in the city and yehh just bummed around and we were soo hyped up abt going to BSB CONCERT!! haha yehh ate at mammas kitchen and then made our way to entertainment center hehe and yehh it was soooooooo goood!! we lost our voices ^^" my baby then picked us up and we bummed at the petrol station coz my baby was hungry and then a big cockroach was on his back!! argh!! i was screaming my head off!! and then it went into the car! haha ><" ohhh holy fuk!! hahaha yehh bought 2 glowsticks from the concert but they dont glow no more!! but they were soo worth $8 each!! haha weeee!!! that same day i had my driving lesson and it was coolies..learnt to do a hill start and a 3 point turn hehe yay!! im soo pro!! hahaa ><" hopefully get my P's in like July!! haha yay!! well todayz had skool!! ohh god it was soo efing hot!! i was gonna die but lukily im smart and bought water with me!! haha got my pdhpe assessment back and got 100% haha go me!! i guess thats a positive start to my year haha!! i hope i dont get in trouble for my hair though!! my skool is sooo strict!! haha *meh* nothing i can do!! hehe saw aww my sexc gals agen!! and omg there soo hot!! ohh yes congrats to stepth and tom and to marc and bex!! awww soo cute!! i was soo clueless about this whole bex and marc thing!! in religion:
me; "I dunno what to buy for my bay for v-day!!"
bex; "yehh i have to find something for marc."
me; *clueless*"whos marc?"
bex; "omg u know marc smith!! we've been going out for like a month now!! but havent told many people"
me; "omfg!! congrats!!"
and yehh that was it!! hahaha how cute!! i love u bex!! its nearly 15 months!! yay!! baby!! i love you soooo much!! ur the bestest!! xoxo

hello all

2006-01-20T20:38:00.000+11:00

i am soo freaking bored so what else should i do but blog ><" how grand..(not) hmm well wat have i been up to?...just basically just been with my baby boy...^^ haha yehh...yday went towers at like 6ish and lined up to buy tickets for UNDERWORLD:REVOLUTION haha and it was surprisingly really good!! haha but there was some retard behind us haha just our luck ayes haha and he was laughing at everything and he was singing ummm "THATS WHAT I WANT!!" haha and when there was a semi sex scene in the movie he was like "OH BABY" and making groaning noises and then he was on the fone, talking loud to be exact...i dont know how much more ruder you can be but i guess he couldn't help it haha and my babys family was also in the movie and we were hiding but that dint succeed haha =P how funny...i then bumped into jasmine and shes going to malaysia in April hehe i hope u have fun hunni!! haha and yehh we also saw nav, rosie, maggie and george hehe. ohh yehh after the movie i met jhonny and his gf sabrina haha very cute =)....ummm...yehh whats happening with my church? *sigh* ben, joe&griz, helena and josephine have LEFT!! why?? omgosh!! its soo messed up but i can't lose my faith in God. i guess i'll have to see what happens on Sunday...=\ well my babys gone out fishing with tim (my cuzzin look a like) haha and yehh he won't be back till heaps late ><" *sigh* soo im here all alone haha hehehe well...im off...toodles

overseas

2006-01-14T20:45:00.000+11:00

heyy everyone well im back from overseas and yehh it was coolies hehe...!! malaysia was HOT!! and singapore was HOT!! haha lets update!!...

29th-was with my baby for one last time b4 i left for overseas!! we went city and took fotos and umm watched..Cronicles of Narnia hehe was pretty gay =
30th-woke up at 4am and had to be ready by 5.15am then the taxi picked us up and we just bummed at the airport for awhile..we then caught the plane to Malaysia and when we got there it was around the afternoon and after we got to the Corus hotel we walked to KLCC and just walked around the shops haha it was soo big!! we then ate at ummm Penang cafe or something, it was alright hehe..

31st-umm my uncle came n picked us up at umm 9ish soo we went to go see my mums sister and my cousins hehe and then we went to morning yum cha LOL it was soo nice!! yumm!! umm then i dunno..i dont remember!! LOL ><" went back to the hotel at like 9pm and downstairs had a dance floor and all these old ppl and young kids were dancing to hip hop music hehe it was funni!! ahaha me n my bro went down at like 11pm and just drank and then we went outside to watch the fireworks hehe it was alright hehe!!

1st-HAPPY NEW YEAR!! haha im abit late haha yehh was just with my relos agen and i really dont remember what we did!! im pretty sure we just went shopping and we went to an indian cafe place hehe and just had curry but the least hot curry there was hot for me =( aww!! soo i had to just eat the chicken but i got a big fresh coconut!! haha

2nd-well we flew off to Penang which took about 45mins and we stayed at Bayview Beach Resort hehe it was reallly nice and the pool was soo hot!! it had 2 spas and a bar in the pool haha it was pretty hektik hehe umm yehh we just went to this temple thats really big LOL and we went shopping once agen hahaha

3rd-ummm went shopping...then went back to the airport to go back to malaysia haha

4th-went to Batu Caves haha it was crazy!! it was like umm 277 steps but we saw monkeys and i was playing with this snake haha

5th-was my grandmas birthday and yehh we just had a cake for her..we then went to town square which has the indoor theme park it was soo fun!! hehe if u wanna see it just ask me..its on video haha =P

6th-ummm went to Petronas Twin Towers for our last day in Malaysia but we had to rush it coz our session was at 10.15am and the taxi was picking us up at 10.45am haha but there was nothing up there anywayz haha it was BORING!! haha..then caught the plane to Singapore..when we got there we just did more shopping haha then went to dinner at umm..i dont remember

7th-umm went to my grandmas house and yehh met up with my aunty and we went back to her apartment and she took us to a shopping center and yehh we just had lunch with her etc..then we bused it to this big DURIAN!! (eww) haha there was nothing much there..we then went to Clark Point which reminded me of Birkenhead Point and we found a HOOTERS!! haha it was shit but..

8th-just went shopping AGAIN!!

9th-went to Sentosa..caught the cable car then we were 'real' tourists coz we had a bus and a tour guide haha it was alright...first we went to an aquarium and i want a DUGONG!! haha there soo cute!! then we went to Cinemania and that was soo shit!! haha umm then we just went in this thing that goes around and around to see the views of Singapore..we then caught the cable cars back..we were gonna go watch the pink dolphin show but it was too late hehe

10th-went back to our old home town and yehh nothing has changed much hehe umm i dont remmeber wat else we did..

11th-12th-just went shopping again coz we were leaving that day hehe...umm well taxi got us at 9.15pm and then we flew back to sydney at umm 12am haha and we got to syd at about ummm 7ish haha yehh got home at 1.30pm and then went to go get my dog from the kennel and then i went out to see my baby!! aww i msissed him soo much!!

13th-HAPPY 14 MONTHS BABY!! haha we forgot!! ><" silly us!!

starting to pack

2005-12-28T14:10:00.000+11:00

hey everybody!! well nothings really been happening...hope everybody had a great chrsitmas hehe but now its all shopping for all the clearance sales!! haha!! ive already gone to blacktown and castle hill haha ^^ hmmmz well yesterday at blacktown i bought a pair of thongs that tie around my ankle for like $20 and then bought a polo from Cotton On for $10 haha!! yay!! i wanted to buy more but not much point coz going overseas on Friday!! woohoo cannot wait!! like seriously!! im gonna buy sooo much crap BUT! im gonna miss my BABY!! and my doggy soo mnuch!! my dogs going into the kennel tomoro!! awww!! i hope they treat u well!! i mean..THEY BETTER TREAT YOU WELL!! hehe!! hmmmmz wells that all from me!! toodles

"shall we dance?"

2005-12-19T14:59:00.000+11:00

thats a pretty good movie, it has jennifer lopez and umm i 4get his name but yehh i like good old dancing movies hahaha well yehh last few days been really upset but yehh im pretty much over it now, been pretty bored over the last few days, all ive done is just get my hair coloured. christmas is soonish and havent bought anything for my baby yet...i dunno wat to buy..><" it doesnt feel like christmas....and im going overseas soon too in like 2 weeks hehe yay!! but then i have to be away from my baby!! till the 12 jan!! *sigh*

get together

2005-12-16T22:08:00.000+11:00

today woke up at 7.30am ><" coz my bro was like yelling out his results haha yehh well he got better then expected haha hmmmz yehh then at like 10.30 shell picked me up and we made our way to emmas house hehe and paige , rach ,nik n em (omg i didnt get a pic of u!!) were all there hehe yay!! our first proper get together haha ^^ yehh well we first exchanged xmas pressies and umm from paige i got a hippo plush toy omg its soo adorable!!...from emma i got a purple teddy and chocolate, from nik i got an anklet haha im wearing it right now!! haha and last week shell gave me this cosmetic case thing and rach bought me a candle, another to add to my collection hehe yehh we just swam for abit and then made stupud videos..ohh yes remind me to upload the photos and videos haha yehh then we all got hungry sooo me shell and nik walked down to the shops and got hot chips and then got back n omg we were like sweating like pigs haha and emmas drive way is soo long and steep soo we RAN up it haha we're soo smart!!! yehh thenn we watched House of Wax haha its soo funni hmmmmz thenn we just bummed around and nik & paige played stacks on top of rach was soo funni hehe then we went back out to the pool coz it got sunny soo we tanned hehe then shell threw my top and it landed in the pool haha good work!! haha yehhh then shell dropped me home at like 4ish and i cldnt get in the house coz i thought my bro wld be home and i didnt bring my keys haha blah!! but mum got home at 5 soo it was okies...then at 6 went out to carlo for dinner and yehh thats about it...im really tired and just buggered hahaha ciao and toodles

i love my baby

2005-12-16T08:43:00.000+11:00

On the 13th was me n my babys 13 months!! hehe he came to my house and bought me a ring, a bracelet and a necklace!! hehe there sooo pretty!! i dont deserve it at all!! now i dunno what to buy my baby for xmas!! if u have any suggestions leave a comment haha hmmmmz well i finished my assessments on wednesday and it's such a relieve!! just got to skool at 11 and then had an eng speech and it went really good hehehe , my baby came and picked me up at like 12.30 and we went towers to go eat hehe i suggested we went to cafe tropez (where he works) coz i havent eaten there for awhile hehe and yehh it was really goood hehe and that guy who works there...umm Joey has the nicest eyes!! there like green!! sooooo pretty haha hmmmz anywayz...yesterday was meant to go out with jen but didn't coz stuf happened sooo yehh stayed home alll day and did absolutely nothing!! it was quite exciting as u can imagine!! haha yehh lucky i didn't go towers lastnight coz there was a massive fight with the lebs/wogs and aussies in the food court!! ans apparently most of towers got closed off haha ohh wells...shit happens!! yehh had a convo with shemelly and then she went to sleep and then waited for my baby to call me hehe ummmm ohh yehh i wrapped up all the girls pressies and there soooo shit!! haha ohh wells..its the thought that counts right? blah! well i thought my holz would be fun and all considering i was going overseas for like 2-3 weeks but then i remembered that i have a stack of ancient history homework and i have to do pd summaries and practise maths and just do topic summaries for everything else!! ohh dear...my holz will be soo funn i guess haha wells thats all from me lads and laydeees!! tc and go hard i say toodles

hello world

2005-12-13T10:45:00.000+11:00

hey everyone!! i have been slacking off blogging but i did say i wasn't gonna blog as often hehe =D over the last two weeks ive been completing and finalising assessments and the 12th to the 14th is when i gotta do them hehe!! yday had a maths prac and test and then had ancient history test and me n daria didn't really care we just ate at lunch and looked over this persons notes that didnt make sense coz her info was totally irrelevant hehe!! had to hand in pd as well soo yehh yesterday was an eventful day =) today i have a day off to eat and watch tv and of cause be with my hubbi!! hehe lastnight went to merrylands buffet for my dads bday, HAPPY BDAY once again...i bought him these slippers and it has this massaging in them and my bro bought him a tie and a tir rack...wat normal presents -_- my hubbi came over as well and we watched sacrt movie 3 haha its the best!! "Cindy! the TV's leaking" hahaha yehh hmmmz well tomoro i have my english speech so that should be fun and i wanna go yumcha soo i might ask my lover boy to take me =) hehe

well i think 2 weeks ago or last week all the year 10's finished and omg it was soo sad!! one of my kids is leaving and going to oakhill!! aww i'm going to miss you sweeti!! i will always love you even though i have to coz ur my child!! its unconditional love hahaha =P and jona my other child!! im happy that ur staying for senior year but yehh i miss talking to ya at skool and stuf....ohh wells i will see u next year!! hehe and collette ur soo beautiful!! and ur also going to oakhill!! i love u sweeti and our fwendship will never be broken hehe!! xxxo well im off peoples...i just want my assessments to be over soo i can go out...thursday going out with jen and then friday going to the beach with the gals and then on sat going carols in the domain hehe well toodles!! babe i love u soooooooooooo much!!!! weeeeee omg happy 13 months!! hahaha!!! i just remembered!! awwww!!

bsb

2005-12-02T23:36:00.000+11:00

BACKSTREET BOYS HERE WE COME!! "as long as you love me...." "backstreets back alright!..." "incomplete!!" "i'll never break your heart, i'll never make you cry..." "i just want you to know!!..." "i'll be the one..."

update

2005-11-14T22:32:00.000+11:00

i thought i shld really badly update!! my blog that used to consist of daily blogs has now turned into a blog that has monthly entries...ohh wells..it just really shows that i have developed a life that revolves around my hubbi boo and skool haha now in year 12 and i'm dreading it soo much...i know i'm not mentally ready but i will try my hardest to gain the best hsc mark possible =D everynight has now been filled with endless homework and if i don't have homework then i have assessments, sounds great aye? well its NOT!! its fukn shit and i want it all to be over already!! i have assessment week soon and omg english assessment is due soon...haven't even started!! *sigh* im soo freakin unprepared!! ohh wells...ok well enough of that...lets update from saturday...me n my baby celebrated our one year anni a day early soo we cld make the most of it!! my baby dtove to my house and he came with roses and a bag!! ooo and to my surprise he got me a gorgeous necklace with a heart on it!! aww it was sooo pretty!! hehe and he then locked the keys in the car!! msart one babe!! soo my mummy drove ma baby to get the spare key haha and then we were off to the city where we wld watch Elizabethtown and take fotos!! haha we then went to horsnby to have dinner!! aww it was soooo nice!! and we didn't even pay for the dessert haha =P then on sunday me n ma baby drove up with my parents to mt druitt and penrith hehe yehh it was alright i bought 2 polos and ma mum bought my baby his world of warcraft game card haha i dunno wat it is but he was happy! yay! and i ate dippin dots!! mmmm best ice cream in the world!! hehe was soooo yummy!! but its $4 for 2 flavours haha i think thats a rip off!! blah! watever!! yehh had skool today and it was BORING!! my day consisted of english, maths, a free and then pd...i also had ancient history but jigged that and went to shelly's house where we ate salads and i was looking at her cool swimming pool and shit hehe i wld of gone swimming but had no swimmers haha =D then they dropped me off home!! yehh ...

i miss my hunni bunni sooooo much!! he's working tooo much now!! i can;t even see him till the weekends now!! sooo shit!! ohh wells!! baby i love you soooo much!! mwas mwas mwas!!

HAPPY ONE YEAR BABY!!

2005-11-12T22:12:00.000+11:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR BABY!! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!
THANX FOR THE ROSES AND THE NECKLACE!! I LOVED IT!! AND THE CARD WAS SOOOO SWEET!! UR THE BESTEST!! XOXO LOVE TOU FOREVER

laguna beach

2005-11-07T23:03:00.000+11:00

yes it is true..i am now a loyal and dedicated LUGANA BEACH fan!! haha i love it love it love it!! hehe its just the best!! even though the majority of all the episodes is bitching and who's hooking up with who haha omg its just the best!! hehe

weee its nearly ONE YEAR ANNI!! i cant wait!! hehe hunni bunni i LOVE YOU SOOOO FREAKING MUCH!! UR MY EVERYTHING AND IM SOO HAPPY THAT UR MINE TO KEEP!! HEHE UR MY TREASURE AND UR SOOO PRECIOUS!! xoxo

hello

2005-11-05T15:49:00.000+11:00

hello...its november now....hmmmmz....byeee

october

2005-10-07T19:19:00.000+10:00

hmmmmm i dont feel like blogging but im bored......ummmm well holz have been the best, ive just been with my baby bubu!! and went to a wedding and had reloz over and i had to sleep on the floor coz there wasnt enuf beds haha ohh wells haha ummm well was meant to go movie mara the other night but me and ma baby ditched it and drove around and went and bummed at thornleigh maccas with marc and june lala ummmm watched cinderella man the other night hehe it was goood , sorta haha wells im off...cyazz....
loving my hunni very much!! its nearly 11 months.....and also 1 year is sooo close!! hehe *mwas* i love you!!

omg its been soo long!!

2005-09-26T23:26:00.000+10:00

my blog is nooo longer DEPRIVED off hehe, no im not starting to blog again...just wanted to update =) its now holz soo im quite happy hehe coz no homework hehe u like last holz haha =\ yehh well exams were pretty goood.....i actually studied for these ones hehe soo it sorta made a difference with what i wrote hehe....
english exam :: was 3 hours but went really quick hehe but yehh my hand was KILLING me afterwards hehe
maths exam :: hehe it was good, knew everything soo it was okies =)
ancient history :: omgosh was soooooo MUCH WRITING!! i cldnt believe it hehe
business :: blah!! i hate business hehe im happy that im dropping it next term
religiion :: the 20 mutiple choice had nothing to do with what we learnt that whole year haha stupid teacher =pdhpe :: hehe was good but everyone got stumped on the question "how is blood pressure measured?" haha well i guessed it hehe yay

well on friday had youth and ELIANE was there hehe yay its been sooo long!! but shes still the same hehe she brings back a vibe at church hehe. Love you!! on saturday i dint get to see my baby coz he had to work!! aww!! soo i went to the ct with my family haha and bought a wallet and got a free stand for my mp3 haha yay!! hehe and yeh at dinner saw earl and hoavy, havent seen them for awhile hehe . On saunday woke up at 7.15am and then walked to church for singing practice and then after church had to practice for jamie and jehmer's wedding which is on SATURDAY!! aww im soo happy for you guys!! hehe yehh the songs are good hehe have to sing low and high soo im quite satisfied hehe =) i got to see my baby after church soo i was HAPPY!! hehe ^^ and today called up my baby at around 9ish and he got his P's hehe yay!! and then he drove me around hehe went to nats house and just bummed and then my baby came bak tomy house and he he left!! =( hehe then at 7pm my dad drove me to church and had wedding rehersals hehe and then jasmine drove me home. i then cleaned my room hehe it was soo dusty and gross but now its all roomy and stuf hahaha wells pplz im off!! this is a long entry ( well to me) haha and my eyes hurt!! hehe it is now 11.36pm haha rarr!! im gonna go call my baby soon!! HUNNI I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!! UR THE BESTEST!! HEHE *MWAS*HUGS* xxxo hehe

yehh yehh

2005-09-11T12:46:00.000+10:00

its been AGES since ive last blogged hehe but yehh havent been bothered to blog hehe
got exams coming up on thursday and havent quite started but yehh this morning was organising all my skool work...and wat to study for etc hehe it was a MASSIVE pile but ill get thru it eventually. hehe this isnt going to be a long entry..just wanted to update...
i love u sweeti...ur the best....im never ever going to leave you...=D *mwas*hugs*

bleh

2005-08-22T20:52:00.000+10:00

i just finished watching simpsons...ohh what would i do without simpsons!! LOL its soo freaking funny rofl!! hmm anywayz...skool was boring and shit -_- got business assessment back and got pretty shit coz mr smith marked it soo gay!! LOL everyone was pissed of with there mark =P ohh wells yehh....shell, paige and i were just laughing and shit in pd agen and then me and shell got moved hehe i swear that teacher hates us hehe maybe coz we're wog and azn hehe =P hmmm well lunch was spent with the j2s girls coz ma whole group went home as they had double free after lunch and i had ancient!! dammit!! hehe but it was fun hehe found out some things that i rather not talk abt =P yehh aww well paige and wally!! ur soo cute!! hehe and paige!! next time dont scream when u tell us to get an eyelash out of ur eye!! LOL and dont dribble food onto ur jumper!! rofl!! that was sooo funni hunni!! hehe wells im off!!
p.s. i love my baby!! hes the bestest bf ever!! mwas!!

b2k-why i love you
It took a while for me to see how special you treated me
Maybe thats the reason why I love you.
Youre my heart girl.
And wit all the crazy things that I do,
youre still here girl.
Noone else can meka me feel like you do.
Youve shared my world.
Baby thats the reason why I love you.

B5-all i do
All I do is think of you
Day and Night (that's all I do)
I can't get you out my mind
Think about (all the time)
All the time
All I do is think of you
Morning when I rise, when I sleep at night
Day and night

mmmm

2005-08-21T23:00:00.000+10:00

ive been thinking...well ive been doing that for awhile...mainly thinking abt myself..like wat to do to improve myself...and ive come to the conclusion that it shldnt be abt myself, although i do need to lose some weight...considering ive put on some >< but thats besides the point...over the months my bf has been trying to help me improve how i think and act around people..i must admit i thought it wasnt worth it..but now that i think of it its really helped me...ive been thinking soo differently now, for example just being more open can go a long way, trust me....ive learned the hard way. i remember bak in the days of bumming in the city with all the city bummers...thinking that it was 'cool' but now when i see the new 'generation' i cant even look at them, i feel sorry for them that the girls are lowies and the guys are just wannabes. but they will learn in time, but if they dont then they can get fucked. when my fwends talk abt drinking and smoking and all that, they reckon its the best thing ever...i guess ive grown out of that faze...i find drinking as a way of just starting a party as people see it as just being cool...i dunno...i guess i just know my limits now after going mando club and getting pissed drunk and then my fwends and bf having to take care of me....all the things that i thought was 'cool' is now soo distant from me..sure there may be temptations but i know how to control myself...all i care abt right now is just skool, fwends, family, god and of course my bf!! i dunno what i do without him, probably out in the city still and getting with guys...well im saying bye to my old self and saying hi to my new improved self..=D

awww

2005-08-21T11:07:00.000+10:00

Mandy Moore-its gonna be love

Its gonna be Love
Its gonna be great
Its gonna be more then I can take
Its gonna be free
Its gonna be real
Its gonna change everything I feel
Its gonna be sad
Its gonna be true
Its gonna be ME baby
Its gonna be YOU baby
Its gonna be...Its gonna be LOVE

all im going to say is that i love my baby with all my heart...i know that we've been going thru a lot lately but the result of that is that we've become soo much closer and stronger...i now know that nothing can tear us apart..i love u soo much sweeti xoxo

retreat

2005-08-15T22:10:00.000+10:00

omg retreat was like the best!! like seriously...we all got bak to skool todaiz and we wanted to be back at retreat coz it was just a break from everything at skool and we all have become soo much closer =) there were soo many highlights at retreat such as::

court, bex,shell and i scaring one of the girls cabins on the fist night
shell going into the shower with her undies on
bex laughing soo hard until she snorted LOL
shell and i made up a song about camp RATHANE
"permission to rant" song was a HIT!! lol
the formal night LOL soo much fun!!
all the trachers dancing..just acting like us =P
all the fotos!! the slideshow was great!! maddy and jenii are camera WHORES!! lol as quoted by bex!! lol
all the letters that i recieved at the end of retreat...makes u realise who ur true fwends are
the later nights...eating lollies and just laughing soo hard!!
just seeing peoples real personalitites come out
being able to talk to ppl openly
leaving a lot of bad things behind
the great sunrise LOL NOT!!

haha omg there was sooo much!! i miss everything from retreat!! awww ohh wells toOk many fotos soo have lots of memories!! if u wanna see em just ask me ye? hehe coolies!!

on saturday was me and ma babys 9 MONTHS!!! hehe yay!! i love him sooo much!! words cant explain how much i love him!! everyday my love for him just grows stronger and stronger and nothing can tear us apart..!! hehe =D

today is the day

2005-08-02T22:19:00.000+10:00

today was the day when we found out what group we';re in for reatreat and where we;re going hehe and we're going to RATHANE and we got like the best group!! hehe yay!! in ma cabin its me shell bex and court hehe yay!! soo go0d!! thats all i had to say...
BABY!! I MISS U SOO VERY MUCH!! I LOVE YOU!! *MWAS*HUGS* UR THE BEST BABE!!

skool

2005-08-01T23:16:00.000+10:00

yep well today is monday *sigh* how shit...have to wait soo long to just anticipate the weekend..but im also dreading the weekend..another weekend filled with assessments...but if i look on the bright side..i only have 2 to this weekend and then i have 1 left LOL *sigh* year 11 is a bum! lol its just homework,assessments and exams LOL and only like 10% fun =P yehh newaiiz...todaiz the hsc trials started...GOODLUCK BABY!! i know you'll do well!! i have FAITH in you!! *mwas* in english had to listen to speechs again!! omg its soo BORING now coz all the speeches sound the same -_-" LOL. maths was a bludge as usual...business was jusy summarising shit and daniella is bak...hooray...yes there is sarcasm in that =P LOL hmmmmz...pd was funni..i 4get why...yehh then in ancient we did speeches hehe and i did MINE! hehe it was HECTIKK!! hehe yay!! 2 speeches down!! 1 more to go hehe ><" tomoro we're supposed to find out wat groups we're in for retreat...im pretty much excited yet also not really wanting to go, i guess coz our group is gonna be split up =( LOL but also an oppurtunity to meet new people but i dont see why teachers can't see it from out point of view;i've had like 4 years to get to know my fwends..and i know who i wanna hang with soo yehh i don't think i wanna gt to know anybody else..but i guess it could be enlightening LOL yehh right =P right now i'm MISSING MY BABY SOO MUCH!! I LOVE U BUBU!! UR THE BEST!! GOODLUCK AGAIN FOR UR TRIALS!! *MWAS*HUGS* XOXO

random

2005-07-27T22:06:00.000+10:00

yehh this is just something thats been bothering me for awhile hehe...
why can't our skool get people to throw away the tampons and pads in our toilets?! there fucking overflowing for god's sake!! its fucking disgusting and its starting to smell!! i can't even walk into the bathrooms anymore coz if i do then i have to smell blood on pads and tampons!! our skool saids that they will empty the bin once every month!! wtf is going on!! its sooo fucking gross!! eww...ok thats it!!

I LOVE MY BABY SOO MUCH!! HES THE BEST!! PIGLET MISSES U BUBU!! *MWAS* XOXO

bak to skool?!

2005-07-26T21:24:00.000+10:00

yehh alright wells havent blogged in AGES!! but i dont care...blogging is boring to me nows haha =P well lets just start from monday..my 2nd day of skool and it was boring!! had 2 assessments due that day;business and english but thank god we didn't have to read our speeches today coz my speech goes over 4 mins ><" haha wells i'll fix it later tonight hehe hmmmmz i dont remember wat lessons i had that day..oh wells..no biggie..
todaiz had ancoent history,religion,business and double prac hehe yehh it was boring but prac was the only go0d thing coz it was a bludge but i guess my whole day was a bludge...dint really do anyhting now that i think about it =P yehh i shld start getting more serious about year 11 haha or else i'll fail and then in year 12 i'll stress like crazy!! and i wanna get into UNI!! haha wish me luck guys!! hehe yehh well im not gonna see ma baby boO for ages!! he has trials coming up and yehh me let him study!! hehe but i miss him soo much already!! i love my bubu soo muchies!! yay! okies wells this is enough from me!! cyazz!!

about time

2005-07-14T12:16:00.000+10:00

ok well i havent blogged for ages!! hehe i havent been bothered to update no more...soo yes im starting to neglect my blog ><" aww hehe yehh hmmmmz wells just to let u know i got a new mp3 hehe its a gigabeat and its full colur hehehe!! it cost $600 but i dint pay for it!! hahaha =P yehh well most of these holz ive been with ma BABY BOo!! hehehe I LOVE YOU HUNNI!! hehe yep yep!! yehh and went blazin the other night hehe it was alright yehh anywayz this entry is now over haha im toO lazy -_- well this is to my baby!! hunni im gonna love u forever and ever!! hehe ur the best!! nobody can replace u!! *mwas*hugs*

sad

2005-07-06T14:56:00.000+10:00

=( all morning i've been crying. its soo stupid how i don't do one thing and then it just blows out of proportion. i said i was sorry and that i will make it up to u. i dont know what u want nowadays. i love u too much and then u tell me not to do things for u anymore and that hurts soo bad. i know i'm a bad gf coz i dont make u happy. im sorry for everything. im sorry. =( i love u but...still going to love u till the end of time...

yepp

2005-07-05T21:28:00.000+10:00

monday::woke up at like 10am and then got ready to go catch the bus to go towers hehe yehh was soo bummed and tired!! i need more sleep or maybe i shld sleep in considering it is the holidays!! hehe yehh but for ma baby i will do anything..!! yehh soo caught the bus to wers and walked to ace college to meet my baby after tutor and was talking to his dad b4 and then went bak to his place hehe =P ma baby made me lunch and then we went upstairs to watch KUNG POW hehe =D and then just spent some time together *wink* hehe yehh and then we went outside and aarushi and emily were outside soo yehh was talking to em for abit and then me n ma baby went to towers hehe and then we parted!!... hehe yehh n then i talked to roberto for abit and then caught the bus home =P hehe yehhh....

todaiz::woke up at 7am!! awww!! and yehh went to parra to go to the dentist...was sooo cold!! but my teeth are great =) hehe and after that went to westfield and ate maccas haha then saw ivan hahaha he was waving to me and i dint even notice =P yehh then just walked around and then went home =P got home and mum wanted to go towers soo went with her and went to the bank to out all my coins into my card =P soo got $100 more !! yay!! hehe yehh then bought another pair of shoes =D and then went home and slept ^^ yehh blazin is tonight but i trust ma baby wont do anything bad =)

baby im sorry about wat happened todaiz ><" but baby i really do love you and i miss u heaps!! ur the bestest bf ever and i wld never traude u for another guy!! no other guy compares to you and u mean soo much to me!! i will love u always!! *mwas*hugs*

im bakk

2005-07-03T22:14:00.000+10:00

hehe alright!! about time i started blogging agains!! hehe its been ages!! ohh wells...nobody really reads this crap do they?! hehe okies well ill just start updating from saturday...

saturday::ma baby boO picked me up at 9.15am [soo early!!] hehe and yehh we went to towers first and was just at timezone and then 10.05 caught the bus to city and yehh first thing we did was umm...ohh yehh we went to market city and bought tickets for INITIAL D!! hehe!! yay lala and then we went and had japanese fo0d!! hehe yummers!! hehe yehh and then we went to capitol and to0k heaps of fotos but we're soo bad at trying to translate the jap writing and talking hehe ><" ohh wells they came out sexc and ma baby loOks soo hot!! hehe yummy!! =P yehh then we went to easy way and then bak to reading cinemas and we were first in line for initial D hehe =P sux to the other pplz!! hehe!! oh yehh b4 that me n ma baby were teasing these wannabe gangsters hahaha i told them they were wankers and to go suck a cock lala!! yehh anywayyz yehh initial D was soooo go0d!! lalala!! and edison chen is freaking hot!! haha but MY BABY IS STILL HOTTER!! hahaha =D and yehh after the movie we just went walkies and saw ma bro and yiyi soo yehh ma baby got my bro to buy him ciggies lalala and then bumped into hoavy and his sxc girl hehe lalala and then caught bus bak to towers.....we both fell alseep on the bus hehe =P yehh after i got home...went out agens for korean bbq hehe yumm!! but yehh smelt like crap afterwards!! and then was just watching LIVE8 on fox 8 hehehe I MISS MY BABY!! I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!!

todaiz::was meant to church and sing but wasn't feeling 100% soo yehh dint go ><" sorry guys for not turning up agens!! ><" i'll turn up next time!! hehe and yehh i dint end up waking up untill 11am hehe and then went to DFO with the family hehe and bought...industrie 3/4 [there like granny colour with pink elastic stuf down the bottom and then on the bak of one leg it has the number 54 with butterflies and then writing on the arse part] hehehe yehh there sexc n they were $80 and then went to surburban and bought a jumper and its like a creamy colour with a tiger on it and badges and the colour and sleeves unbotton hehe, that was $35 and thenn ummm bought one of those lil cardigan thingys hehehe n it has a diamond in the middle =P and that was $10 hahaha ummm then bought another wallet but the inside was hot soo i bought that for $25 and i think thatw as all i bought?! i 4get haha but yehh newaiiz I COULDN'T SEE MY BABY BOo TODAIZ!! THAT SUCKED SOOOOOO BAD!! RARRR!! I MISS HIM SOOOO MUCH!!

this is for ma baby!!: hunni buns!! u mean the world to me and i never ever wanna lose you!! i love u soo deeply that my love for you is undescribable!! i miss u every single day and my love for u just grows stronger!! i still have that crazy feeling for you!! *mwas*hugs* ur the bestest bf ever hubbi boo!! hehehe xoxoxo

more more more

2005-07-03T16:47:00.000+10:00

more fotos

2005-06-26T12:38:00.000+10:00

yesterday did some of my religion assessment in the morning and its soo shit!! hhaha n then at like 2 ma baby boO came over!! hehe and then ma rents drove us down to city and we went capitol and to0k fotos and then walked around abit hehe n then had dinner at market ct and then at we went bak to towers and watech the longest yard hehe omg its such a go0d movie!!hehehe its sooo funni! i love the bog black dude!! hes sooo cute!! hehehe n then we got picked up at like 12am hehe and then ma mum dropped him home hehe n then got home and foned it with my baby!! but was sooo tired!! soo yehh went to sleep lalala....baby im sorry that i cried soo much yesterday!! i cant help it!! i havent met a guy like you b4 and u have changed me soo much and i just dont wanna lose u!! soo i guess thats why i get soo emotional over you..u havent done anything wrong soo dont think ur a bad bf ok? i just havent been in a relationship like this b4 and dunno how to handle myself and control my emotions. i love u hunni ur the best.

loving you

2005-06-21T22:57:00.000+10:00

saturday::woke up nice and early hehe yay!! haha ><" n ma baby boO picked me up at like 9.30 hehe nobody else was up =\ hehe n yehh we went towers and we got maccas ... well i did but gave some to my baby hehehe n then we went timezone...n ma baby played tekken hehe n i played too i KICKED his arse haha well not really but yehh i like to think i did =P n yehh then we went to the bus stop and yehh waited for the 610 bus to come lala!! hehe n yehh when we got to ct we went to my hairdresser....used to be called CnK hair news but changed to ZINC hairdressers hehe n yehh jenny was working yay ne me n ma baby did out hair ^^ soo funn hehe after that we went to maccas coz we were STARVING!!! hehe we both got mcChicken meals lala n then wat did we do...ummm went n saw Batman...not my sorta movie but anything for ma baby!! hehe yay!! n then we went to galaxy lala n then went capitol n to0k fotos...theres 2 fotos in my last entry hehe yehh n then we caught the bus bak to towers n i fell alseep on my baby!! ><" aww!! when we got off the bus it was freezing!! soo we went n gopt a drink from cafe tropez!! hehe thenn went bak to ma babys house n we had steam boat for dinner hehe yummm!! then spent time together n then ma baby to0k me home hehe awww such a go0d day!! hehe =) i love u sweeti!! hehe

sunday::just woke up and went to church hehe same old same old hehe n then at like 2 left the house agen and went towers with my mum and went grocery shopping and then at 3 went to spend time with my baby during his break hehe aww hes soo adorable!! and hot!! haha =)

monday::awww soo cold at sko0l!! i dont remember what i had...it dont matter haha but yehh at lunch it was just me budda paige nd emma n yehh budda was just joking that emz is more close with nikolah n shit n then emma goes all ape shit on us LOLme n budda were just laughing whilst paige n emz were going at it hehe n then emz wanted to leave our group coz she thinks that we dont like her....if we dint like u we wld of told u emma....*sigh* n yehh she walked off and started bitching to us to another group soo now that group reckons we all bitches >< ohh wellls...i miss my baby!! hes the bestest!!
todaiz::freezing cold agens!! aww i hate it!! wish i had my baby here soo he cld warm me up!! hahaha yay!! hehe well had..double free,double business,religion and pd hehe such an easy day...

free_did nothing...like literally...should of done english homework...hehe but dint...soo wrote a letter to my baby!!
business_nobody really in class coz they were all on this legal excursion hehe n yehh just did sheets...
religion_me n jen went to the library to do research for our assessment
pd_did nothing really...just name muscles on this sheet haha

after sko0l called ma baby b4 tutor!! hehe n then i went to sleep hehe o watched arthur todaiz...soo funni hehe n thenn at like 6 had dinner n then went bak to sko0l for parent teacher interviews ><" soo gayy....waited over half an hour for maths interview ><" soo chat....thenn ma baby rang me n we talked hehe HUNNI I MISS U SOOOO MUCHH!! cant ait to see u on thursday!! yay!! hehe

fotos

2005-06-18T22:32:00.000+10:00

some fotos from todaiz hehe lo0k we got diff colour hair nows!! hehe yay!! ill blog laters!! cyazz

s2

2005-06-17T12:15:00.000+10:00

I LOVE MY BABY SOOO MUCH!! he treated me to a great dinner lastnight at cafe tropez =) lol n yes thats where he works but that dont matter hehe....i had this pasta thing and he had this chicken thing n was both yummy!! hehe n then we had this caramel chocolate sundae thing hehe n omg that was fukn niccee!! hehe!! yehh well wayy before that....had SKOOL!! ><" had umm ancient history,english,maths,religion,free and then pd =)
ancient history_just watch the rest of the video n yehh got heaps of sheets on Tekanhankamun [dunno how to spell it] LOL =P
english_had sopme weird teacher n usual teacher left us heaps of work ><" damn him!! lol n jeniibeybs cut her hair agens hehe but i like!! hehe
maths_did nothing really...boring
religion_played sale of the century with diff religions hehe awww i love my religion classes we do jack shit every lesson haha ^^
free_did nothing haha but graffiti on my pencil case hehe
pd_had to label this skeleton n do questions but also was really laidback....had jak telling us about diff sex positions...teacher was very ammused =P

caught bus with ashwin,fran,nav,wong,martin and soph hehe n it was soo packed ><" stoOpid hills grammar pplz!! hehe got to towers at like 4? n was walking up n then ma baby surprised me!! awww!! i full screamed when i saw him n just hugged him!! aww!! hunni i love u to bits!! ur the bestest bf ever!! hehe *cheesy smile* haha n yehh after that went to fo0d court n i bought maccas n got a co0l hello kitty brush but NOO!! sammy or watever his name is to0k it!! ><" grr!! ohh wells hehe n yehh BEN came hehe omg his hair is like longer then mine nows ><" haha n cath was meant to be there to0 but she 4got her house keys haha ><>jones came n sat with us to0 n then we saw courtney!! n found out she had an operation on her mouth!! *ouchy* soo thats why she hasnt been at sko0l hehe n then dannie came over n spoke to us hehe n then jona came as well hehe yehh well eventually i had to go piss soo me n ma baby left n so did everybody else hehe =P BABY I LOVE YOU!! *mwas* hehe

went to K-Mart to buy all this crap for my babys wall coz he punched a hole in it or sumfing ><" haha n yehh then we went n spent time to together *wink* haha n then at like 7 or sumfing went cafe tropez n had dinner hehe mmmm n then ma baby bought me a lollipop!! awww ur soo sweet babe!! hehe waved to roberto hehe n then mummy call me to meet her n then dropped him home =(....when i got home had a showah n then straight to english homework ><>ma hunni called me but was too tired to talk SORRY BABE!! u know i love u!! hehe n yehh this morning didn't feel like going to sko0l soo yehh n rang up ma baby n we talked until ne had to go to sko0l hehe

hmmmmz hrthekeop

2005-06-15T22:23:00.000+10:00

woke up at 7.15 and then got ready for sko0l n then rang up my baby boO!! and at 8 had to leave the house n catch bus n it was freezing!! was talking to dario all bus trip and yehh quite interestung LOL ><" got to sko0l at like 8.45....todaiz had business,maths,free,english and double religion...
business-just copied this overhead and had to finish essay due on friday
maths-just did more scale drawing crap...soo boring...soo gay without rach in class nows
free-just started doing business essay and budda was going thru my fone
english-jen and maggie weren't in class soo yehh had to get all there work for them =P but dint do much actually...teacher came late like....20mins late ^^
religion-finally got the assessment sheet and yehh soo many changes to it already ><" stoOpid teacher...
also got interviews with teachers for next week...and got report bak todaiz....i thought i did well but my parents not satisfied...im like ranked 10 and under...i dunno wat more they want....i miss my baby....*sigh* i just wanna hug him right now..i feel soo emotional atm and i dunno why i just wanna yell at my parents sometimes but theres no point,i would then lose all my priveledges etc....ohh wells watever....as long as i know im trying my hardest its all go0d....*sigh* baby i love u with all my heart...
ohh yehh congrats to daniel and bex....there officially going out nows hehe yay!! go0dluck to u both =) soo cute...and also congrats to peter n his gf 'shar0n' lol for their 2 months todaiz...hehe n yehh me n baby now been together over 7 months =D yay yay!! hehe i love him to bits and babe my feelings havent changed for u.....i still have that crazy feeling for u!! *mwas*mwas*

loving you

2005-06-14T21:48:00.000+10:00

yay michael jackson is innocent!! he is freaking lucky though....
my sleeping pattern right now is just FUCKED!! ><" like literally it is!! i blame it on movie marathon,got home at 7am and wake up at 3pm lol soo obviously i wldnt be tired during the night hehe soo was on the fone with ma baby all night whilst watching bog brother uncut and usually i don't watch that crap but it was weird yet also amusing to see what the housemates get up to with each other LOL ><" yes u can call me weird and also fukt in the head but im already used to that =P

well sko0l was just BORING as usual...wats new?! ohh yehh...rach and shelly came bak todaiz from work placement!! hehe nice to see em agens!! had ancient history, religion, business, double pd and a free soo i guess the day wasn't that bad. ancient history was go0d - first of all didn't do my homework soo already off to a bad start but then teacher didn't come soo we watched a video on egypt lol yay....religion was also go0d, our assessment is now due on the 27th instead of the 14th hehe yay happy happy joy joy =P....business had top lo0k at commercials and see what the target market was and all that, typical boring shit...double pd, first had an assessment which i thought i did well in as i studied but i think i wrote stuf that wasn't really that relevant but i don't care =P and for the second class we really did nothing =) in my free just wrote a letter to my hunni boO!! *mwas* love him to bits!!

my mum came and picked me up and we went to kellyville plaza and saw bianca hehe haven't seen her for ages but yehh.....went home and did nothing reallly, counted up all my coins and have $102 =) soo gonna change that for notes at the bank...when im bothered ^^ hehe then rang up my baby boO!! n he was on his way to tutor!! aww wat a smart lil boy!! hehe yay!! lala!! watched america's next top model and the last 2 were KAHLEEN and NAIMA and NAIMA won =P ohh wells she is hot!! heheheh

this is to my baby :: hunni i love you soo much and i think about constantly, i can't get u outta my mind. you mean the world to me and i would never let anybody inbetween us. i love u babe! i miss u. *mwas*mwas*

7684jr

2005-06-13T16:25:00.000+10:00

omgoshness!! soo freakin tired right nows!! but thought i shld blog since i havent since wednesday ><" hehe well lastnight got bak from reloz house n omg!! was missing my baby boy sooo much!! it was killing me that i cldnt see him!! ><" awww!! hehe hmm wells at about 8.15 left the house to go towers n then bought tickets for movie marathon hehe n then went bak to cafe tropez n waited for ian n ma baby to close up hehe then we went to thornleigh n had dinner hehe yummy yummy!! hehe yehh n then me n ma baby got to wers at like 10.15? hehe n we eventually lined up to go in but line was soooo long soo we merged in with the crowd n ma baby told me to call alice hehe soo i did! n she was at the front of the line hehe soo we once agne merged in!! hehe yay n we got go0d seats!! yeaahhh!! ^^ hmmmz n the movies were meant to start at 11 but dint start till like 11.30 >< soo was just waiting but it was go0d coz i was with my BABY!! n hes the best bf ever!! hehe!! yay!! hmmmz n then there was this azn chick who thought she was full hot but she was really a butch....i think thats ho u spell it hehe ohh wells who cares!! hehe n yehh there whole group was gay hahaha =P n then i made alice buy me a drink =P hmmmmz the movies we watched were..

mr and mrs smith
kingdom of heaven
be cool

mr and mrs smith was really really go0d!! hehe coz it had BRAD PITT in it hehe but also ANGELINA JOLIE!! hehehe yay!!
n me n baby already saw the other 2 -_-
ummm movies finished at like 6.30 n it was freakin cold when we went ouside hehe but got to spend more time with my hubbi boO!! hehe n then my mummy came n dropped off my hunni!! hehe n he wrote me such a sweet letter!! hehe awwww i love u to bits sweeti!! hehe n i bought him a teddy that saids HUG ME!! hehe yay!! baby u make me smile soo much n i never wld of thought that i wld find a guy soo special like you!! u make my days brighter!! i will never ever leave you and ur the ONE for me hunni!! hehe *mwas*mwas* hehehe!!

djgoiyu859y

2005-06-08T21:46:00.000+10:00

on my mind::im missing my baby boy soo much >< i just wanna be with him and just hug and kiss him. soo much has been in and out of my head and alot of the things i dont want to think about. when i got off the fone with my bf lastnight i felt like the worst gf in the whole world. i dont deserve him at all.i always seem to disappoint him. the whole day at sko0l i was just paranoid coz my bf can go find a better chick and this and that.i tried calling him and after an hour of calling i just cried coz i thought he just dint want to talk to me....but everything is ok now. i love him soo much

sko0l::aww was soo shit ><" helped set up chairs with maddy in the morning for assembly lol we were soo weak, cld only carry like 1-2 chairs at a time =P then after 10 mins the teacher sed we cld go, i guess coz we weren't helping out that much hehe n yehh todaiz had assembly, triple religion ><, english and business hehe yehh....
assembly-soo pointless -_- i dont see why we even have it....no listens anyway...
religion-did NOTHING wat soo ever but just get another assessment task which is an oral and gotta talk about juduaism crap...
english-just went over Farenheit 451...boring
business-just copied stuf out from the text bo0k. daniella was annoying angy and i once agen. i can soo imagine angy just punching her in the face.ohhh how i cant wait for that day hehe =P n yehh nikolah just gave me her notes from ydays class coz iw as away.
lunch was pretty boring but funni as well,nikolah just rang up a guy called adam on my fone was talking to him about ho0king up with pplz ><.....yehh n emma haha your soo funni hehe she kept dropping her noodles everywhere =P ohh soo cute

hmm went carlingford village for dinner hehe n had a nice dinner once agens =) n yehh there opening up an easy way hehe yay!! $2 drinks!! hehehe yehh okies

cold

2005-06-06T20:26:00.000+10:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIIBEYBS!! hehe hope u had a great sweet 16th!! hehe
yehh well another week of sko0l!! ohh how i hate sko0l ><><" soo chat i swear!! hehe n + had no frees which made it worse but todayz we dint do much work in class soo it was okies...

eng_had miss holland >< lol farkk me n nikk had to take off our eyeliner like full stressing n shit coz shes freakin strict hehe n yehh just had to read n we got one of out assessments bak
maths_hmm me n angy were just talking n all that whilst doing slace drawings hehe soo boring
pd_was w/ nicole todayz coz shell is on work placement at mission australia hehe n yehh we had to put bandages n slings on each other hehe yehh
business_was with angy yet agens hehe aww i love her shes soo funni =D yehh n me angy nikolah n danielle were making fun of daniella haha coz she was gonna try out on aus idol n she cant sing n then all of a sudden she just laughs in my face n im like wtf!! ><" soo i told her off rarr stoOpid bitch..yehh
ancient history_watched this BORING video on the the celts!! ><" me n dario went all crazy ><"

omg im missing my baby boy soo much right now!! i wish i cld be with him right now!! awww!! i love him soo much and he means soo muchies to me!! *mwas*hugs* hehe!!

so many dance parties

2005-06-05T22:47:00.000+10:00

soo many ppl telling me about all these dance parties coming up in the holz....its just toOo many!! haha wellz heres all the ones that ive heard about SO FAR haha.....

-BLAZIN' on the 5th and 12th july @ rogues nightclub [silverwings]
-REACT on the 4th and ANXIETY on the 11th july @ hunter bar
-HOLLA also on the 4th and 11th july @ privilege bar and level 3 [synergy]
-GROOVE on the 8th and 29th
and then theres also gas on the same night as BLAZIN'!!

well if i hear of anymore then ill tell ya haha but yehh go to BLAZIN' not HOLLA nd REACT nd GROOVE hahaha =P ohh yehh and gas =D hehe BLAZIN' will be better coz its done by silerwings hehehehe =P

*(&^&

2005-06-05T11:26:00.000+10:00

ok....well yday woke up at 8am >< hehe ="P" hahaha ="P"><" n yehh then we walked thru world square hehe sooo niiccee n big lala n lo0ks like theres a big dragon coming out from the ground hehe yehh n then went bak to capitol to meet up with jenniibeybs hehe n yehh met noelline hehe yehh n then to0k fotos n then me n tung left to go see the movie n yehh it was shit!! shit!! SHIT!! haha worst movie i have ever seen!! hehe it was soo freakin corny!! ><"

rarr!! n yehh then we went maccas n i got a cheeseburger n then saw emily n yehh she sed my bf gone fat!! he HASNT!! haha n she sed ive gone skinnier haha NOO I HAVENT!! haha ohh wells yehh n then went easy way n then caught train bak to penno station n yehh i feel asleep om my baby on the way bak hehe n then his dad picked us up n i went bak to there place n we were playing tekken 4 hehe n then had dinner yummy yummy hehehe n then more tekken 4 n simpsons hehe n thenn yehh i had a sleep while my baby was studying hehe n yehh then my mum picked me up at 11 lala n then went to sleep soon after i got home hehe

ok bak agens

2005-05-30T20:09:00.000+10:00

alright havent been blogging for ages!! soo i guess its time to update hehe....

friday :: had sko0l n thatw as boring...really dont remember wat happened there hehe n yehh got home n yiyi was over with ma bro n then yehh i did nothing n then ma baby came over n then we walked it to church coz we had youth u see hehe n yehh was just talking with everyone n was waiting for abi coz i wanted to tlak to her...she dint end up coming till after 8.30 n yehh we were singing then n she left soo i went out to go talk to her n she was crying ><>"there is a point between this, this and this, where is triangle?" lol something like that n yehh everyone got all confused but i so0n got the hang of it hehehe n then yehh jamie to0k me home at 11

saturday :: hmmm umm wat did i do? ohh yeh got another pair of piercings done hehe at elle rogue hehe but yehh i think thats enuf nows hehe i gotz 11 soo yehh ..... well paula did my piercings, my old sko0l fwend soo yehh it was go0d catching up with her =P after that just walked around with my mum for abit n then went home n watched 'saw' omg its freakin scary!! hehe its like some horror that has a game involved n yehh its freaky!! ><" hmmm n then at 3.50 left the house n had to go church practise for sunday hehe n it was good hehe n then finished about 5.45 n then ma dad to0k me n mark to towers n then markk left to catch the bus home n then i met up with ma baby boO!! hehe n we had dinner n then rach n dario came to sit with us n then me n tung went to baskin robins n got ice cream even tho it was freezing cold haha n then was at euro lounge n then finally got tickets to see 'star wars' haha n lined up half an hour b4 soo we cld get seats =) n yehh it was go0d hehe dint finish till about 10.30 n then was in the carpak waiting for my mum n was tlaking to mez, yuta n biggie. ohh yeh!! we got free sunday newspaper haha =P n ma mum came n picked us up n then brought ma baby home

sunday :: woke up at 7.45 n then got ready to go church practise hehe n yehh was soo cold walking down!! i cldnt feel my feet ><" n yehh then NAT came!! omg its been soo long!! missed u soo much girl!! hehe n yehh church felt long but it was go0d n then we all went downstairs n my bro bought me a pie n yada yada hehe n then walked home n did nothing until about 2.50 left tht house n went towers soo i could be with ma baby boO during his break from work hehe n then at 5 i left n ma rents picked me up n then we went city n just had dinner =) n then got home at about 8.30 n was really tired....

todaiz :: not the best morning...had 83 missed calls from my baby when i woke up >< babe ="("><" coz i was soo paranoid that my baby was gonna leave me =( n then shell came n yehh *sigh* i love all u guys....thanx for being there...the rest of the day was boring n got a msg from ma baby n yehh everything is go0d nows!! hehe yay newaiiz....my ears hurt n i shld have a showah hehe cyazz

blahhh

2005-05-24T17:09:00.000+10:00

yehh havent posted for awhile coz im just too lazy nowadays hehe yehh well im like tired atm n sorta sick hehe yehh hmmmz wells todaiz was okies just had....double free,double business, religion and pd hehe yehh it was boring usual shit ><" blah!! haha n yehh in religion we got one of our assessments back n yehh our whole class got pretty bad BECAUSE!! we got a diff criteria sheet then every other class!! we never got told that we had to use BIBLIOGRAPHY and use our TEXT BOOK to help us with the info haha coz all u had to dow as ask diff religions about there beliefs on life and death n blah yehh!! haha soo it was chat! haha n then her comments were that our dot points dint relate to our essay!! how is that possible!! hehe omgosh!! shes soo sto0pid!! ><" then miss wong was telling us about her bf n how they've hit an 'ice berg' and there 'slowly sinking' haha it was sad hehe n then we started talking about notebo0k and closer hehe aww i love jude law...yehh ok that was random but i loved him in alfie hehe =P hmm yehh n then in pd we were learning about the ottowa charter or some shit ><>ALOT right nows coz yehh thats what i like to do =P alright i dislike, loath, HATE daniella haha shes a fucking whore who has broken up our group soo badd that its not funni ><" she has ruined everything n shes a little annoying shit. shes a freakin cross eyed bitch who cries to her cuzzin all the time n shes just a dickhead!! i cant stand lo0king at her n i realli just wanna hit her in the face but i cant haha i gotta be a go0d girl!! n yess paige has been telling her to fuck off to her face but she's still with us!! but yehh nikilah n all them still talk to her soo nicely soo that prolli why she is still habging with us ><>MOLE!! ><" argh!! n yehh me n shell dont wan anything to do with this whole situation coz its just fucked n yehh one day im gonna snap at daniella coz shes jusy soo retarded ><" no else can see that but me n paige n shell i think LOL ><" omg!! seriously girl u shld fuck off coz I HATE U!! she doesnt even try n talk to me coz i snob her n give her dirties n i tell her that no1 likes her >< *sigh* ok watever hehe yehh newaiiz whos going to BLAZIN'? hehe in the holz?! yehh i hear is emily's 18th on the 12th july hehe which is the 2nd dance party in the holz hehe wo0t we party lala!! hehe yehh well its $25 pre sold pplz n yehh well im not bothered to explain about it just ask me or whoever haha

lallaallalalalalala

2005-05-20T11:55:00.000+10:00

hmmmmz okies well ive been off sko0l since wednesday coz exams are over hehe n yerr soo dont go bak till monday yay!! hehe hmmmz wells since then on thursday my baby boO came over n yehh we just spent time together n then at around 2.40 we left the house to catch the bus to towers hehe n yehh we just bummed around together for like ages!! hehe n yehh saw all the usual bummers hehe n saw ppl from ma sko0l who went to oakhill hehe n yehh got a free tim tam drink from gloria jeans hehe n then got lollies from sugar fix hehe ome i love that shop!! hehe yum yum!! hehe n yehh then we went timezone n ma baby finished tekkan 5 twice in a row hehe yay =P hahahaha hmmmz n yehh then we saw roberto n umm mike song n yehh we went out n had a smoke hehehe but i dont smoke hehehe hmmmz then wat did we do....ummm ohh yehh we saw mez alicia n some other dude haha =P n then saw ricky ummmm yehh n ma baby bought 2 games for his ps2 hehe n it cost $199 hehe ><" soo much!! hehe ohh wells hehe n yehh then i went n bought 3 pairs of earrings hehe n then was looking at goldmarkk n it was 50% off everything!! OMG!! how can i resist!! hehe soo yehhw as lo0king at everything hehe n then saw some earrings for $12.50 soo called up ma mum to come up so she could buy em for me hehe n then wen we were paying saw this nice watch which was $40 hehe n ma baby was shocked that ma mum wl;d just buy it for me coz i already have like 5 watches hahaha =P but thats how me n ma mum shop hun hahaha ^^ hmmmz yehh n then ma baby bought soo much fo0d for dinner hehe lalala!! i love ma baby sooo much!! hehe yay!! hahahaha *mwas* hehe ohh mann ma bro comes home todaiz hehe he been on year 12 retreat since wednesday hehe hmmmz n ma baby coming over this arvo hehe yay!! lalala k laters peepz

kabo0mm

2005-05-18T11:55:00.000+10:00

ABOUT TIME!! my exams are over!! hehe yay!! finished them yesterday n yehh was soo happy but had to finish off with a 2 hour paper ><" which was business hehe it was alright i guess hehe but prolli get a shit mark haha n yehh religion in the morning was gay shit!! haha made up half the stuf in the test haha ><" ohhh wells hehe i dont see why i need to know about the the church act of 1862 and about the public instruction act for public skools n shit haha and about the relationship between protestants n catholics haha soo gay ><" ohh wells there over nows hehe just wanna say GOODLUCK to all ma other fwends who are still on exams who are finishing tomoro or friday hehe i just have to say SUCKED IN haha im all done =P ohh wells sooner or later more exmas will come ><" damn!! hehe hmmmz well making co0king n then box sed that the will be ready in 15mins n they LIED!! haha ><" its been like half an hour n there just starting to co0k now!! haha soo gay >< ohh well;s they better taste nice!! hahaha coz they made my nails all dirty n yukky hehe -_- hehe yehh n i miss my BABY BOY SOO MUCH!! dammit!! ui wanna see him right now!! hehe hes the bestest bf ever!! *mwasmwas* hehe okies me off nows to check on those co0kies hehe

yerr ok

2005-05-16T17:16:00.000+10:00

just got off the fone with ma baby bo0 n yehh reali tired atm but thought i shld blog coz i wont be on here after dinner coz i gotta study for religion and business exam soo yehh that sux ><><" but ohh wells its all go0d hehe well that finished at 11.05am n then me n rach were outside n then it started to rain so that was pretty shit coz we were freezing!! haha =P n yehh then becs mum said she to0k take me home which was soo kind of her!! hehe yay hmmmmz soo go0t home like 1? i dunno hehe n yehh was meant to study when i got home but realli couldnt be fucked soo yehh just watched tv n then slept hehe n then ma baby rang me up ^^ hehe yehh hmmmmz i miss ma baby soo fukn much!! ><" sux soo bad that i cant see him everyday!! ><" ohhh wells hehe im off cyazz

ummm yehh

2005-05-15T20:15:00.000+10:00

hmm okies well im pretty bored soo why not blog?! hmmmz umm wells todaiz....slept in and soo dint go church agens ><" *bad shar0n* haha yehh n then when i woke up no1 was home -_- soo gay no1 wakes me up to tell methat their leaving me alone!! haha wat happens if the house was to be robbed!! haha n then i dont know coz im SLEEPING!! haha =P ok im over reacting but i like doing that haha =P i can be a drama queen at times ><" hehe yehh n then at like 2.50 left the house to go towers to see ma baby bo0 during his break from work hehe n i only had enough money to buy a cone from maccas haha wo0t! but it was yummy hehe yehh we spent some time together n then at 5 he had to go n i had to go hehe soo yehhh me misses ma baby bo0 soo much already!! ><" hes the best bf ever!! hehe yay!! hehe n yehh at 6 went towers agen to pick up ma bro n then we went to carlingford to have dinner n yehh just had like no0dles n all that hehe n ma bro n i went to the supermarket to buy a drink n to0k us ages to choose coz we wanted to try sumfing new n exotic haha soo yehh hehe hmmz n after we ate dinner n shit these 3 guys were lo0king at me from the supermarket n ma bro scared em away haha i was like "eww" coz they were ugly haha =P n yehh thats it cyazzz

exams

2005-05-13T12:01:00.000+10:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY!! thats all thats going thru my head atm ><" exams started on wednesday w/ english....3 freakin hours of reading n writing and trying to remember 50,000 quotes from 6 diff texts that we were meant to study b4 the exam.i only realli studied the 2 poems for my assessment- the essay on Les Murray n surprisingly i remeber most of my draft essay that i write soow as quite proud. everything else in the exam like the short answer ones, the creative story and another essay was just full of bullshit and mt hand was abt to fall of like literally. exam finished at 12 soo was good good....yehh n the whole afterno0n just consisted of more studying for ancient history n then at night it was pd ><" cant velieve im actually studying but ohh wells...it does make a difference i realised =\ hmm yehh well thursday...had pd in the morning n then ancient history in the arvo ><" pd was go0d it was just multiple choise and then 6 long answer ones so that was go0d. ummm ancient was just 4 long long logn answer questions haha i wrote like 13 pages in about 1 hour and a half ><" it killed me!! haha but yehh i think i did alright haha n yehh then ma mum picked me up n it started to rain!! ohh how i love RAIN!! feels soo go0d when ur in bed n its raining!! just dont wanna get up ^^ haha hmm yehh then about 3 went out agen to towers to see ma baby bo0!! hehe n it was pissing down rain!! haha n yehh ppl still speeding down the road ><" there soo stupid!! there prolli laughing now that they can go soo fast but when they crash ill be laughing in there dead face!! mwahaha!! wait thats not funni thats just mean haha ohh wells hmmmz yehh well me n tung saw KINGDOM OF HEAVEN hehe omg orlndo blo0m is freakin ugly!! what do ppl see in him!! like seriously!! i cldnt even lo0k at him! yukk n + i dint realli get the story until my mum told me it was abt the crusades n then it all made sense haha =P yehh n thanx babe for paying for me hehe =P yehh n then my mummy came n picked us up at 9 n then we dropped him home hehe ohh yehh towers was soo not packjed lastnight haha wat happened to all the usual towers bum like me n ma baby haha!! haha ohh wells must of been the rain keeping everyone away =P okies...cyazzz

farrkkk

2005-05-11T12:39:00.000+10:00

*sigh* i realli dont know wat to feel atm.my head is sooo screwd up!! n yess i am sorry for hurting u babe like seriously i am!! dont u understand that i love u with all heart n i wld do anything to make you happy? cant u see that i wanna make up with u not fight with u? cant u see that babe? or dont u want me to care for u or something? *sigh* i try my best to be there for u babe n yess i do listen to wat u tell me n do take it in. i just hate knowing that i get u mad all the time.its always my fault n u know it so dont deny it ok? i dont see why u shld always take the blame for my fcukn mistakes. its soo pointless and i dunno why we cldnt of made up lastnight babe. i wanted to soo badly but u wanted me to think abt wat happened n stuf n then i felt even more crappy when u hanged up on me. i cried all night till 3.30 n yess i do think im a shit gf for u ...n yess u do deserve a better gf...soo thanx for that person who sent me that msg saying that im not go0d enuf for tung n this n that. next time mind ur own business. n + i got exams i dont wanna fight with u babe! i cried b4 my exam started n martin n shell dint know wat to say n they felt bad for me that i have soo much shit on my plate and they dont see why we dint make up coz we always do. my fwend shell told me not to talk to u but wats the point? it wont do anything, it wont solve the problem. martin just told me not to think abt it n sort it later after eng exam soo im trying to do that now. i dont wanna feel like this no more babe. everytime i think abt wat happened i jusyt cry and cry and cry and i feel soo pathetic n its times like these i need u babe soo i can hug n n stuf but ur not coz ur also madd n upset soo i dunno who to turn to. i feel soo stupid that im soo upset n shit.

i dunno

2005-05-08T20:17:00.000+10:00

okies well early early this morning ma bro came home from mandas party at like 1am? n i had to stay downstairs all by myself n w/ ma baby bo0 on da fone n wait for him to come home haha just in case he dint come home haha n yehh ma bro was drunk to da shit house haha =P soo funni he was talking to me n then he wld walk away n then he crashed to the floor haha n then ma mum came down n got him up n yehh he went upstairs n then i was on da fone n had to go toilet n then went to da bathro0m n ma bro vomited everywhere ><" soo freakin gross i swear!! cld smell it soo badd!! haha X\ haha n yehh hmm i 4get wat time i went to bed but woke up at 9.30 or sumfing n yehh dint go church haha had maccas for breaky which is sooo healthy haha =P yep yep it is!! hehe hmmmz well studied for 2 hours n did pd n yes i know i shld be studying more but seriously i cant be bothered n i will then regret it wen it comes close to the exam haha n ill be stressing out to the max haha i can see it now ><" but yehh just to0 lazy

well newaiiz at 2.45 left da house to go surpirse ma baby at work but yehh his break wasnt until 3.30 soo was just bumming around for abit n yehh then we spent time together hehe yay!! lalala!! i love him soo much n i reckon we're the best couple ever coz we have soo much fun n we can just be ourselfs etc etc but still maintaining a great relationship hehe =P i love him with all my heart!! hehe yehh then i got a free chicken ceasar roll at maccas haha soo yummy n yehh then was talking to roberto n yes congrats for 1 month with ur new gf hehe go0dluck with her hehe =P hmmmmz n yehh then at 5 waited for ma mum to pick me up hehe n then had to say go0d bye =( to ma baby!! no0!! ><" dunno when im gonna see him next!! soo gay!!

im bakk

2005-05-08T12:25:00.000+10:00

ok...well about time i started blogginh agens hehe ive just been too lazy as u can tell =P and yes another new blog layout haha =P but yehh i get bored n shit n supposed to be studying but constantly keep getting sdistracted by stupid shit like the tv,my fone,parents and my bf haha =P n yer missing my baby bo0 soo soo much!! ><" it sux that i cant see him right now hehe ohh yehh happy mothers day to my mummy haha i got her a billy joel cd n i have no idea who he is n seems like my dad likes the cd better ><" dammmit! haha =P ohh wells she was happy =P

ok well thursday was me n ma babys 6 months!! hehe n got to towers at 4 n was greeted by my beautiful bf!! n he got me a rose n a whole bag of pressies haha im soo spoilt!! i so dint deserve all the things he gave me!! like a playboy t shirt etc etc hehe =P i love u babe!! n yehh i dint get time to buy u nefing!! im sorry!! hehe but i got him ciggies hehe =P blah!! meant to be quitting!! haha yehh

on friday had mufti n talent quest-worst one to date haha soo shit n my arse n legs were killing me afterwards haha n it was soo obvious on whow as gonna win hahaha soo no point ofeven watching haha =P yehh then went home n then at 7.30 ma baby surprised me n came to ma house n he got me a lil teddy!! yay n then we walked down to church together hehe n yehh youth was heaps go0d, was talking about the devil n stuf like that hmmmz

ok yday was like the best day ever!! hehe at 10 ma baby came to pick me up n we got dropped off at penno station n then trained it to hornsby hehe n yehh i bought my mum her mothers day pressie n stuf like that n then we went yum cha n it was $40 all together hehe alright i guess hehe yehh n then went to morning glory n i bought tung a nice soft pillow!! hehe soo madd!! n then we got this mobile heart thing n wen u put em together it says i love you haha ^^ yehh n then after that we trained it bak to penno n then bussed it bak to his house hehe n then yehh just spent time together n then had dinner at there house hehe nice fo0d!! yay!! hehe n yehh then at 8.30 tung to0k me home n he gave me a box of chocolates for my mum haha aww soo nice =P haha

rarr rarr rarrr

2005-05-04T23:26:00.000+10:00

okies....well todaiz was another boring day at sko0l ><" dint wanna go todaiz hehe as usual hehe well todaiz had....business,maths,free,english and double religion....><" but yehh guess the day went pretty fast todaiz hehe hmmm yehh business just alot of summarising work yet agens...wen do we ever not summarise work hehe =P ohh wells at least i m doing more work in this class then my last one hmmmz yehh maths had a test n yehh it was alright =P yehh n then in ma free just caught up with business work hehe n then english went over another poem by Les Murray haha i swear his poems shit me! coz i can never understand what he writes about haha maybe coz im not full aussie but still!! haha i cant relate to them ><" soo gay!! hehe n yehh got new exam timetable n yehh its better hehe i got another day off hehe =P but cant believe english exam is 3 fcukn hours! like seriously!! my hand is gonna fall off!! haha =P but yehh its all go0d! hehe hmmmz in double religion dint do anything haha =P was in the computer rooms burning info to ma cd n me n jen were on tickle checking out hot chix n that haha =P we were soo bored but yehh it was amusing hehe =P n yehh i miss ma baby bo0!! tomoro is our 6 MONTHS! hehe yay!! feels soo much longer but...like 2 years or sumfing haha =] hmmmz wells thats all from me todaiz cyazz

hmm yeh ok

2005-05-02T23:05:00.000+10:00

yehh todai was a shit day ><" soo boring n yehh nothing realli happened.....just the usual...talking abt wats in our exams etc n yehh boring!! at lunch was with ashwin n all them coz ma group went home coz they all had double frees n shit ><" damn u pplz! hehe yehh newaiiz i missed ma baby bo0 soo much!! ><" just hafta see him!! in ancient history doing the terracotta soldiers that were found in china n yehh pretty co0lies hehe hmmz okies...well got home n slept n then had mi goreng mmmm n yehh did homework for once n gotta start studying hehe ok im off nows to call my baby bo0 n yehh then sleep obviously...cyazz

dum di dumm

2005-05-01T21:06:00.000+10:00

yehh im soo boreded ><" just got off the fone with ma baby boO ^^ hehe n yehh was watching the logies nd mario was on it but yehh it lo0ked soo boring n shit ><" soo gay hehe coz its aussie X] just playing hehe they just have diff humour to me i guess hmmm newaiiz....

todaiz :: went to church n yeh woke up at 9.30 nd thats wen church starts haha =P soo quickly ate breakfast n then dad drove me to church....hmm then had to do a testimony w/ jehmer,kathleen and leonard hehe n it went well coz i dint cry ^^ yay hehe yehh n then we had some guess speaker but i 4get his name n it was abt 'world winning stories' and he spoke from the bo0k of john, chapters 4 and 15 hehe n yehh it was go0d but long....dint finish till 11.30 ><" hehe hmmmmz yehh then was just talking to mark,marianne,ellen and smriti hehe lalala n then had to help clean up the cafe n then left around 12.30 n then just bummed at home for abit....then at 2.45 mum drove me to towers soo then i cld see ma baby bo0!! hehe yay!! hehe n yehh his first day at cafe tropez hehe i hope all the girls dont flirt with u!! hehe they can only lo0k but not touch or else my fist will be in there face rarr!! hehehe onli got to spend an hour with ma baby but it was go0d go0d!! hehe n saw yuta n mez hehe n yehh hmmmmmz....thats abt it hehe

saturdai :: hmmmmz woke up at 9.30 n ma rents werent home =( haha soo i was hungry n i thought theyt wld buy me fo0d bak but noOo!! they wanted me to starve haha but ohh wells hehe hmmmz yehh just pigged out on watever i cld find but yehh im finding that im putting on weight since the holz soo i need to cut down on the junk fo0d n get bak to the healthy fo0ds hehe n abit more exercise hehe i mean start exercising agen hehe -_- ohh wells yehh at 12.15 left the house to go library n catch up on work n ov course spend time with ma baby bo0 soo yehh dint get much work done coz somene was distracting me hehe soo we werent bothered to study soo we packed up at like 3 n just bummed around after that hehe yay! hehe

awww i wanna be with ma baby b0o right now!! not fair!! i wished he lived like down the rd or sumfing coz then i wld see him all the fucking time!! hehe =P but i guess u cant alwais have wat u want hehe ><>

yehh bak agens

2005-04-29T22:48:00.000+10:00

yehh alright well im bored atm n yes i shld of just edited my last blog...maybe i shld...aww fcuk it...already started typing and yehh then i will loose my train of thoughts soo its not worth it hehe well this entry will just contain alot of blabbing and my thoughts soo im just warning u now before u read on hehe hmmmz well todaiz was an interesting day....dint wanna go to sko0l soo yehh thought it was go0d idea to invite my baby over n yehh my bro stayed home as well for like no reason, so thatw as 2 daiz in a row hes bludged haha n hes in year 12 as well tsk tsk soo badd haha ohh wells not my prob hehe n yehh newaiiz me n ma baby were in my ro0m n then ma bro just comes in n yehh invades our privacy ><" like wats wrong with u lad?! are u stupid?? idiot..its not like i run into ur room screaming n shit wen ur gfs are over...wait...u dont have a gf =P haha suck shit u wanker haha hmmmz yehh newaiiz well after my bf left was just on msn talking to ......... yehh wont mention her name n yehh made me realise how gay i was in like year 9-10 n dint realise how stupid it was to get caught up on a guy just coz there hot or coz they like you.and yehh that made me realise that im soo fucking lucky to have baby bo0 coz the love we share is for real and noone can take that away from us.and yehh she also made me think that if we wanna learn anything than we gotta have first hand experience soo i told her that she shldnt listen to wat i have to say coz i know she wont apply to her head or life soo yehh i told her she just has to realise shes being an idiot and that its shit to feel unwanted etc by a guy....but then again alot of guys arent worth it...no offence but its true and sometimes the truth hurts. i dont care wat u ppl think abt my thoughts coz this my blog not urs...if u wanna express ur opinions then make ur own blog.lol.hmmmz n yehh i was an idiot for making myself feel miserable back in those daiz.being soo caught up over a guy that i knew wldnt wanna come bak to me n then i wld do stupid shit to make myself feel better and yehh in the end iw as being hurt agen n then blaming myself for alot of things.i wld put my fwends as like 2nd to guys n that was just shit.i obviously realise now that my fwends are soo freakin important n thank god i realised thatb4 it was too late.im soo thankful that i have great fwends who supported me thru all that shit.n yehh my head is all go0d nows..no more of that negative shit in ma head.and also sometimes i dont understand why some girls cant get over wat happned in the past.like they still get jealous of u when they have a bf n u have a bf?! it doesnt make sense but it happens n i dont see why. lol its pathetic.and also i dunno why some girls go for guys that have gfs n those chicks know that those guys wont break up with there girls for u.soo stupid.some of u ppl just need to think b4 u do shit.*sigh* and yehh learn from wat i said.and obviously u wont take any of this shit in coz maybe u havent ecperienced it.but if u have gone thru this...then think abt wat uve done or wat u r doing! some of u ppl are just soo fukt in the head.no offence but its true.stop being lil sluts and grow up. *sigh* ok im done with my thoughts nows.

weeeee

2005-04-29T19:14:00.000+10:00

all u need to know is that ma baby bo0 came over hehe yay n oh yeh dint go sko0l hehe cyazz

^^

2005-04-27T22:26:00.000+10:00

okies todaiz had to get to sko0l by like 8.15 coz was going ct for excursion...hehe yeh n dint get time to buy a new tie ><" coz the uniform shop opens at 8.15 haha =P ohh wells hmmz well was just talking w/ jen,rosie,budda,nikolah,emma hehe hmmmz n got to ct n we went to center point towers n we got split into groups n then just had a tour of the place n then at 11.30 went up to the revolving restaurant n had the buffet there hehe yummi!! hehe yehh n then after that we had time to go shopping so me jen n rosie went walkies n we went to the chanel n louis vuitton shop!! omg!! the stuf was sooo freakin hot!! n sexc!! hehe n we looked rich coz of our uniform hehe yay =P hmmz n then went bak to pitt st n walked around abits n then we bought lollipops from darrell lea n then met bak with our class n then this dude was beat boxing cocaine ^^ hehe soo freckon go0d!! hehe yay! n then waited for our bus to come bak n then yehh was sooo tired n then just to0k fotos with jen n stuf when got bak to sko0l n then was talking to shell n rach after sko0l hehe....caught bus with caitlin,lunke n dario n yehh me n dario had a long talk abt some stuf hmmz n then ma baby call me at 5.30 or sumfing n then he had to go n yehh nearly finished my ancient history assessment! wo0t!! hehe

=]

2005-04-26T23:14:00.000+10:00

wow havent updated in ages!! ><" my badd hehe but yehh got heaps of better things to do then blog hehe =P okies lets see...

friday :: tung came over in the morning and then in the arvo shane n mark came to pick up my bro to go to camp n yehh then at 4.30 me n ma babe walked down to church so then we cld get a lift to winmalee christian church center or sumfing hehe for camp hehe n yehh waited at church till like...5 sumfing n then we all left n yehh leonard is a scary driver! ><" rarr hehe n yehh we were tlaking to jehmer via walkie talkie hehe it was soo funni =P yehh then got to richmond maccas n just ate n saw ben all them as well hehe n yehh then left half an hour later n then leonard was trying to be funni by turning off his headlights n it was soo freaking dark n the road was all curvy n stuf n then we had head pin turns n he was full swurving n shit >< n yehh finally got to camp n went to our rooms n i was room leader haha =P n kez,abi,helena,chelsea,tania n soph were in mt ro0m as well hehe n we had ice breaking games n yehh then just bummed in the lounge room with ma baby

saturday :: we talked n shit until 4am hehe n then i had to sneak bak into my ro0m n someone was sleep talking hehe soo funni =P yehh n then woke up at 7am ><" n kez was awake as well soo yeh we went to have showahs n yehh was soo dead ><" but yeh watever hehe hmmmz n then we had wake up calls at 7.30 but yehh everyone was dead hehe soo funni =P n yehh 8.30 we had breakky n we had cereal,oats/porridge and toast hehe soo not my type of breakfast but yehh not complaining hehe =P n yehh after that we had a lil break for our devotions n quiet time n then had our first session w/ joe n yehh me n mark were leading that worship hehe =P hmmz n then after that we had morning tea then discussion time n then lunch n we had a bbq but was tired n then...we had games n all of em were having a water bomb fight n that ended up being just drench anyone that u see hehe but i dint get wet hehe yay =P yehh then had free time from like 2 to 6:30 hehe n then had dinner n we had...like wedges w/ roast beef etc hehe was nice n then had pavlova hmmz n then 8pm we had our first passionate night n then had supper at 10 n then we all just bummed around n that night i slept at 2am i think hehe ohh yehh i think that day shane drove me mark n tung to the shops to buy soy milk,coke n ciggies hehe i 4get ...lol

sunday :: ummmm yehh did all the same stuf as i mentioned above hehe but spent alot more time with ma baby bo0!! hehe n yehh me n kez led worship that morning n for our 2nd passionate night jamie prayed for me n yehh we were both crying to the max coz she knew that stuf was holding me bak from putting jesus as my first priority and yehh just getting to know him better n blah ><" n jehmer prayed for me as well n he just wanted me n tung to make sure we both follow god so then our relationship will stay strong. my baby wasnt totally committed to god n yehh ppl prayed for him n now hes a devoted christian hehe i think =P soo happi for him hehe n also neil n steph got saved hehe =P hmmz well after that spent time with ma baby n we had a big group foto of all of us hehe =P yehh n then we all just bummed around n ma n jaz were like..."lets have a party" hehe coz it was the last night u see hehe soo yehh hmmmz well me n tung were in the lounge n then neil n marianne came in n we were watching the matrix n then more n more ppl came in n we had chips n coke etc hehe yehh n then they wanted us to sleep at like 1am hehe but we cldnt soo me shane mark n tung were in the kitchen writing on napkins n stuf n then kez was madd or sumfing n was sleeping in the lounge n then some of us went into the lounge n watched lilo n stich n then we all fell alseep n went to bed hehe.......

monday :: hehe wow we were all dead ><" like literally hehe i woke up at 8am n waited to have a showah n yehh after that packed my bag n was falling alseep hehe n yehh then had breakfast but was sooo tired soo came out late n yeh was with ma baby bo0 coz he was dead tired ....my poor baby!! hehe hmmmz yehh n then we had devotional time n stuf but i fell asleep for like half an hour n then we had our last session with joe hehe n thenn then was with ma baby n then we had testimonies hehe =P weee n then lunch...then had to clean up hmmmmz n yehh we left about 2.15pm n yehh leonard is once agen a scary driver!! we were going downhill on the head pin turns n he put the car to neutral n like he swurved into the other lane n nearly his this car ><><" n yehh ma mum came to pick us up from church n tung came over until 5pm n we went to kellyville plaza n then watched random movies that were on tv hehe n yeh hmmmmz then went to sleep n then foubd out tung left his fone at ma house hehe n yehh at 6.30 went to carlingford n had viet fo0d yummy hehe yepp n then just bummed around n got ready for sko0l n shit hehe n then wrote my baby a letter....a long letter hehe n then he rang me n we talked until 2am

tuesday :: rarr had sko0l!! ><" grrr!! hehe yehh woke up at 7.15 n was sooo dead!! hehe n yeh winter uniform nows n have a tie hehe wo0t!! hehe yehhh hmmmz well had...free,anzac day assembly,double business,religion and another free hehe well slept thru abt 3 classes?! hehe blah who cares hehe n yeh jen came bak from the fils hehe n yeh go0d to see everyone agens umm then caught the towers bus w/ martin,lucas,nav n ashwin n i had to get changed on the bus so then i wldnt be late for work ><" hehe n yehh i think i left my tie on the bus coz i cant find it =[ soo upsetting hehe yehh then ran to work n it was BORING AS!! rarr!! hehe n ma baby came between 5.30-6pm n yehh 6.30 i told ma boss was leaving n hes like "no u finish at 8.30" i was like "wtf!" soo yehh i just walked out n yeh not gonna work there nemore coz i cant stand the ppl there ><><" was sooo upset =( ohh wells....can always get another one baby....n yehh at 7.30 ma mum came n to0k tung home n had kfc agen for dinner n then i slept for an hour n then did abit of my ancient hisotry assessment thats due on friday ><" im not gonna get it done hehe
wells tomoro got an excursion to center point tower for business ^^ yay hmmmmz rarr awww me missing ma baby!! ><" i wanna see him!! me love him!!

=)

2005-04-21T22:49:00.000+10:00

rarr!! hehe me got paid $70 todaiz from work!! hehe yay ^^ hehe n yehh towers was packed todaiz coz jesse macartney was there hehe n all these lil girls were running around screaming n singing his song..."i dont want another pretty face,i dont just want any hand to hold,i dont wanna let my love go to waste,i want you and ur beautiful soul" hehe blah haha n yehh u see all these chix singing n shit soo funni hehe n yehh nugget went from my work n she came bak singing his song n then she was like "hes such a loser" haha =P hehe hmmmz n yehh started at 11.30 till 2.30 hehe yehh fran evonne nd jeff came to see me work n then after work saw.....ma baby bo0!! roberto,courtney,matt,tim,jona,david,keaton,nav etc hehe n then later that night was bumming w/ ma baby bo0 at the park w/ alex,mez,yuta,biggie etc etc hehe n they were just smoking bongs and cigars hehe =P hehe yehh hmmmmz yehh n saw amnityville horror w/ ma baby hehe n omg it was scary hehe ><" i will never go toilet in the middle of the night ever agen!! ><" hmmz n yehh bought ciggies for ma baby coz i was soo happi todaiz hehe coz i got paid n got to see ma baby!! hehe yay hmmmz n yehh then mum picked us up at like 9 n then dropped him homes hehe weeee

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2005-04-20T22:12:00.000+10:00

wells todaiz woke up at 9.30 n went out n watched abit of tv w/ ma bro n then claled up ma baby at 9.45 to see where he was n yehh he was walking up my street hehe =P go0d timing hehe yehh n then we spent some time together n then at 2.30 we left the house n caught the bus to towers n saw jona,nav,evonne,maizey,jeremy,prav hehe n yehh had to say bye to ma baby at 4 coz had to go to work =( hehe n yehh freakin nugget left me like 10mins after i started working soo was with angie this older lady n she was alright i guess hehe n yehh dint finish till 7.30 soo had to help clean n close up ><" soo gay !! had to mop...sweep...wash...stock up drinks hehe but yehh got free fo0d in the end but soo tired nows!! n still havent started my ancient history assessment ><" im soo screwd!! hehe n yehh been testing myself for L's test tomoro hehe yay** hehe hmmmmz i hope i pass haha how embarrasing if i dint ><" hehe =P hmmm yehh n todaiz was helping my fwend w/ his relationship probs w/ his gf....n yehh made me realise that me n baby have the best relationship coz we've built it on trust and love and we're soo open w/ each other n when we get into fights we can sort it out and the result is that we become stronger =) soo yehh im soo happi im with tung,hes brightened all my days and i love him w/ all my heart

vroOm

2005-04-19T21:49:00.000+10:00

llalalla todai was my first day at work at Ho's Dragon hehe at towers hehehe rarr!! started at 11am n finished at 2.30pm hehhe it was coolies hehe n yehh was working with nugget n jessica hehe there soo freakin coolies hehe coz they both into trance ^^ hehe n steven the manager is full layed bak hehe n yehh hmmmmmz it was all go0d todaiz lalala n yehh after work was with ma baby bo0!! until 6.30 hehe n then we dropped him homes hehe =[ hmmmmmz rarr well tomoro working from 4pm-7.30pm hehe soo i hafta help close n shit ><" dammit!! hehe but ma baby bo0 coming over in the morning then we busing it to towers at 2.40 hehe =P weee hehe hmmz yehh going for my L's this thurday haha abt time!! hehe rarr!! n omg camp is onli 2 daiz away!! weee!! yay hehe cant wait!! =P ohh yehh i dont think ill finish all my homework n assessments b4 sko0l starts hehe i have no motivation n + to0 lazy hehe but i reckon ill stress to the shithouse monday night hahaha =P rarr!! awww ive gone bak to my lazy old ways hehe =\ yehh ohh yehh me n baby had yummy ice cream from baskin robins n macas haha XD yummy!! hehe n then was w/ cheska n her fwend louise at da fo0d court hehe =P

rarr rarrrrrr

2005-04-18T23:18:00.000+10:00

okies...havent realli blogged properly lately...mainly coz im too lazy n i have better things to do w/ my life atm hehe like spending time w/ ma baby boO ^^ and sorta doing assessments hehe =P hmmmz okies...
saturdai :: shit i 4get ><" damn.. ohh yehh at abt 3pm went to towers to see ma baby boO!! hehe umm n then saw emily n her fwends at kfc
sundai :: went to church n was soo tired coz dint get off the fone till 3am!! -_- hehe n yehh then afterwards....me nat marianne n abi had a talk about doing worship at camp hehe i hope camp is gonna be go0d!! hehe yehh n then went towers n was w/ jeff for abit n then ma baby came n we went to look for jobs hehe...i put resumes in voodoo,baskin robins,depot n other places hehe n last resort was Ho's dragon hehe n yes thanx baby for getting me the job hehe i start tomoro haha =P rarr!! from 11am-3pm ><" aww i work at the busy times hahaha =P yepp n then abt 7.30 went to jamies house to sort out rooms n car pools for camp hehe it was fun hehe
mondai//todaiz :: ma baby came over w/ his lil sis aww i love her!! hehe n yehh we just bummed around etc etc hehehe n they left at 5.30 hehe ahuhs...

*sigh* i miss ma baby!! ><" just wanna be with him agens hehe me will never leave n everyday my love for u grows stronger!! hehe yay!! *mwas* i love you

got work tomoro n yehh i guess its exciting hehe =P hmmmmz yehh i think im the most bimboest (if thats a word) worker there gonna have =P ohh wells hehe

lalala

2005-04-16T11:08:00.000+10:00

tuesday :: went reignited w/ my baby boOO!! hehe ate hungry jacks w/ mykal n nancy
wednesday :: went ct w/ the LMF crew celebrated spencers 18th bday.went K then me n ma baby bussed it bak it bak to towers. He bit my leg n now theres a bruise....but i bit his shoulder first
thursday :: towers w/ ma boO!! had water fight
friday :: just went to youth n ma baby came

omg i love ma baby boy soooo muchies!! i wanna be with him forever!! hes the best bf ever!! i miss him ><" rarr!! me will never leave!! mwas!

hmmmmz

2005-04-12T14:13:00.000+10:00

ok yday....all that happened was that TUNG MARK n SHANE came over =P blah!! thats it...not bothered to blog todaiz ><" just got bak from parra n bought a CHANEL necklace n JELLY lol n saw KROMER n FRANCO n talked to JAMIE at work. ok ok bye bye
hmmm REIGNITED is tonight
to be HONEST i am WORRIED n PARANOID but i TRUST my baby boO!! just make sure u gimme CALL etc....blah just HAVE FUN!! ><"

feeling go0di go0d go0d!

2005-04-10T17:50:00.000+10:00

okies wells todaiz woke up at 7.30am ><" n got off da fone at like 2.30 -_- hehe soo like 5 hours sleep!! awww i cant keep doing this to myself haha =P hmmmz well had to be at church at 8am for singing practise n yehh i was sooo tired n just not bothered to sing at that time n yehh wore ma black harvest church polo for the first time haha but abit big soo had to tie up da back n fold up the sleeves hehe =) hmmmmz well worship was heaps go0d n then we had a talk from a guy called John from Cambodia hehe n he was heaps go0d but went abit long ><" he dint finish till 11.30 haha hmmmmz yehh then afterwards went downstairs n bought a potato pie n made nice tea haha n then after that i bought coke in a glass bottle ^^ mmm!! n this tart thingy yummi!! hehe yehh ummm then after that went towers n made ma baby boi come too haha n yehh saw dario,kim,meagan n bec as i was walking n yehh wen tung came we like left for the bus to go bak to his house haha =P n yehh spent time at his house until 5.30 n then his mum dropped me at towers n my mummi picked me up n yehh now doing this hehe.....hmmmz tomoro hopefully ma baby coming over =P n yehh he gonna help me with my ancient history assessment aren't ya?! haha hmmmmmz =P yehh babers dw abt wat happened at ur house todaiz with u know who but yehh its all go0d but remember theres no point in getting all madd n shit over that ok? coz ur actions can affect ur relationship with others n all they want is a little bit of respect soo just listen instead n dont retaliate sooo fiercely k? hehe blah!! i love u babers!! hehe *mwas*

thinking abt chu every day n night

2005-04-09T23:42:00.000+10:00

hmmmmz.....wells todaiz is saturday hehe yay!! hehe ummm woke up at like 10.30 coz i had a bad dweam soo called up ma baby bo0 hehe yes i woke him up once agens hehe sowwie boO!! hehe n yehh we just talked for abit n then i went to have breakfast n then i had to help ma dad do the gardening ><" n yehh hurt 2 fingers haha ><" n these 2 magpies were like stalking me so i like ran away coz i thought they were gonna attack me!! awww!! gardening is evil! or maybe it just isn't for me hehe i can live with that =P hehe n yehh it was sooo bloody hot!! just wanted to like die! haha -_- hehe hmmmz n yeh finally finished n then went upstairs to watch tv n then called up ma baby boi n he was bored!! aww! hehe hmmmz n then went towers w/ ma mum n bought Fahrenheit 451 for english n that was $18.95. and then went to look for sko0l shoes but dint up getting nefing hehe =P hmmz then went myers n bought a 'lovable' bra hehe its soo cute =) hmmmz n then went chinese shop n yehh ricky works there =O watta shock to me it was haha coz i dint recognize him haha =P hmmmz n then went to sugar fix n bought this red lollipop foot worth $2.50,love candy for $2.00 and over 200g of jelly beans hehe n i dunno how much that was hehe but quite alot hehe =P hmmmz n then bought home lunch n then came home hehe hmmmmz then at like 7.05 left da house to see ma baby bo0!! yay!! hehe n yess very fcuking frustrated hehe hmmz im at least gonna write 'fcuking' somewhere in each blog to carry on with my layout hehe =P fcuking hehe =P okies im off bye byeee

rarrrrr

2005-04-08T23:21:00.000+10:00

hmmmz.....blah im sooo annoyed!! ><" got this report thingy bak from sko0l n got alright but i got a C in business studies for homework!! n omg i seriously do all my homework! i was soo annoyed!! n yehh now ma mum is on ma bak telling me that i have to improve my marks n shit ><" argh!! farkk!! *sigh* hmmmz....okies todaiz was the last dai of sko0l for the term ^^ yes! hehe i hate sko0l soo much....n yehh another 2 terms of year 11 n then go into year 12 n then do hsc n then im outta here!! hehe yay!! but yehh its gonna be hard work...n im ready for that coz i wanna do heaps well in my hsc ^^ hehe n get into UTS or UNSW hehe =P

hmmmz wells todaiz had religion;free;business;ancient history;english and maths. hmmmz religon didnt do much,just had to draw stuf on the christian timeline.the free was fun....coz we dint do anything?! just talking to budda,jaqui,nav n martin.business did heaps ov work n gotta do first stage of assessment in holz ><".ummm ancient was pretty shit coz was in library trying to find info for my assessment.im doing grauballe man for presevered human remains case study n yehh hardly has any info soo might change it to the lindow man or windeby girl ><" blah hu cares,just hope i finish it in the holz.ummm english just went thru one poem n that was it.just have to buy this bo0k called Farenheit 451 n read it in da holz -_-.in maths did nothing....was throwing around paper balls and blackboard dusters around the ro0m ^^ hehe n yehh was sad to say bye to everyone =( but yehh weill catch up w/ everyone;i hope. hehe hmmmz n yehh caught bus w/ luke,megan,caitlin n dario....n yehh was funni coz yehh me dunno whys hehe =P yehh n then got home...

..around 6,jamie rang me up n yehh she just needed my bf's number to go pick him up for youth n then i went to youth around 7.15 n found my bf sleeping on the cafe lounges hehe aww how cute =P hehe soo woke him up n he gave me this long letter =D thanx babe soo sweet!! hmmz n yehh nat got her braces off!! wowers!! soo hot man!! hehe hmmmz n yehh the last part of worship was realli go0d n realli felt god's presence in the room.i love when that happens.umm n yehh in our discussion we had to list where we put God in our priorities n yehh i put God as like 3 ><" which isn't good soo yehh i have to work on that n pay less attention to indulgences etc hmmmmz n yehh was just w/ ma baby n then ben to0k him home n then i went w/ jamie n we dropped off chelsea home n then ma bro rang n told me that some guy rang for me n was worried abt me n wanted my number n my bf's ><" weird...i know.hmmm n then got home n yehh now doing this n waiting for ma bf to call me =) hmmmz tomoro hopefulli gonna be with ma baby boi coz i miss him soo much already ><" aww!! *sigh* okies bye bye for nows...take cares

tired n missin ma hubbi boO!!

2005-04-06T21:52:00.000+10:00

awwww i miss ma hubbi boO, ma sweeti poO soo much!! *hmph*!! i wanna be with him right nows!! RIGHT NOW!! grrr hhehehe =P hmmmmz well im just gonna blog abt todaiz soo yehh
hmmmmz well woke up at 7.20 n then got ready n packed ma bag for excursion haha ma bag was just filled with junk fo0d n ma diary n pen =P hehe hmmmz n then we all got together at sko0l at abt 8.30 to catch da bus to the university of sydney hehe hmmmz n wen we got there we were split into 2 classes n our class first went to this ro0m where u examine artefacts n shit n that was hella boring!! ><" haha coz da lady kept talking for like 2hrs!! instead of 1.5hrs haha =P hmmmmz n then we just sat on da grass n omg that uni is soooo nice ^^ hehe lalala!! hmmmmz n then the next session was going into the nicholas museum or sumfing n we just looked at mummy tombs etc hehe n the best bit was when we were looking at the mummified boy tomb thingy ma jiggy hehe coz they did a cat scan on the tomb n the boy was still inside hehe whoa!! haha hectikk shit i tell ya!! hehe n then we were looking at preserved human remains n they had mummified cats haha soo mad!! hehe hmmmmz n yehh got bak to sko0l around 3 soo just bummed around with pplz lala n then 3.30 had an arvo soo yehh just had to write shit out n then left at 4,30 hehe!! umm n ma baby boi picked me up!! yay!! n his dad kept laughing at me!! why!! hahaha blah!! hmmmmz n we just went towers n got maccas n then was with mez,yuta n biggue n some others i think..hehehe n yehh saw cath so was talking to her hehe just catching up blah!! hehe hmmmmz n then ma mum picked me n tung up at abt 6.10? n then he came over to my house n then at abt 6.30 or so we left again coz the boiz went to tkd hehe n i just watched!! hehe weeeee!! n ummmm that finished abt 8.30? n then mum picked us up n then dropped ma baby boo home =( babe i dint want u to leave!! nooOOo!! awwww!! hmmz n then went to maccas n then went to woolworths to buy stuf hehe n then went home n sooo tired right nows!! hehe well talking to ma hubbi on msn nows...soo cyazz

missin ma babii!! ><"

2005-04-04T21:10:00.000+10:00

sundaii_happi birfday for ma bro n evOnne!! yay!! ma bro is 18 n vOn is umm 16? not sures haha sorry hun!! hmmmz well woke up at 9.15 n yehh woke up late for church but its alright coz we had cake for ma bro n it was sooo nice....it was this layer cake with cream n custard topped with fruit!! yummy yummy!! =P hmmz n then got dressed and went to church n it was co0lies as usual hehe we had this guest speaker but i 4get who n hes funni funni ^^ yehh n then went downstairs n was with mark n we had wraps hehe yummm!! but yehh soo full after that hehe n thenn at abt 12....me nat keziah mark n ma bro went to towers coz i had to buy a pressie for ma bro....mark had to buy a pressie for ma bro n his sistah.....nat n kez wanted maccas n ma bro just went?! hehe n wen we were there we saw....peter n his cuzzin,keegan,keith,ju sheng and alwyn hehe woOt hehe!! hehe n yehh then most of em went to da library to study?! 8-) n me n nat stayed for abit n then we left coz it got boring ><" hehe n then ma baby boi came!! yay!! n we went bra shopping once agen but with nat!! hehe i love ma nat!! hehehe n yehh i was litterally attached to ma baby boi!! dint wanna let go ov him!! hehehe *hugs* hehe n yehh went to this new lolly shop in towers called sugar fix!! but its a rip off to da max!! haha like...150g of jelly beans was $6.50?! damn!! haha soo expensive!! hehe but *meh* watever haha hmmmz n then went outside coz ma baby wanted to smoke n then biggie,alex, yuta n this other guy came n then me n tung left after talking to em n then saww mez! awww ur soo gorgeous!!hehe!! then saw evOnne n danni hehe sooo hot!! n then at abt 4.30? n we walked nat to the bus stop hehe n then spent time with ma baby boi n outside david jones ma baby told me that this cople were sexing it in da bush =O whoa!! haha =P hmmmz n then at 5.30 ma mum picked us up n dropped home ma baby!! hehe n then ma baby rang me up at 11 n we just talked till late =)

mondai_happy bday to cath who is sweet 16 and to jehmer who is 24? hehe ma youth leader hehe well lots of happiness for u both =D hmmmz well the weather was shit n ma mum dint want me going to sko0l in that shit weather soo i stayed home but had an assessment task due but ma dad went to ma sko0l n dropped it off!! aww how nice!! hehe n yehh woke up at like 11 n then ma baby call me n was sooo happi that his exams finished soo he came over hehe n ma bro was home 'studying' haha but he was playing with his nintendo DS hehe its soo funky ^^ hmmmz yehh then was with ma baby boi hehe n spent some tome together ;) hehehe blah!! wont get into detail haha n yehh he left at 5!! hehe weeee n then he called me at like ummmm 6? not sures hehe but yay!! me miss him already!! rarr!! i love u babers!! *mwas*mwas*mwas* xoxoxoxoxoxo!! hehe omg do ur cute face!! makes me melt babe!! hehe

i love ma baby boi!!mwas

2005-04-02T23:19:00.000+10:00

todaiz//saturdaii:: blah woke up soooo reckin sickk!! ><" coughing,aching,sniffing etc etc ..... blah!! i hate getting sick coz i cant do shit!! ><" wells woek up at like 11? n had a BAD DREAM!! soo i called up my bf!! but ov course it wasnt real ^^ hehe n yehh my baby boi comforted me n then i went off to do my business essay but then i couldnt find my business text book which i soo desperately needed ><" rarr!! n + too sick to even concentrate soo went bak to sleep after chatting to nat for abit ehhe omg i love nat soo much!! cuzzins 4 lyfe me dear!! yepp thats right!! hehe hmmz n then woke bak up at like....ummm 2-3pm? me dunnoz n rang up my baby boi agens coz was missiong him sooooo much n all i wanted to do was be with him!! but cldnt coz iw as sickk n dont wanna get him sick n ma bf wanted me to rest >< hehe ="P"><" haha n then went to maccas to get ice cream mmmmm n saw dimi n erica hehe weeee!! hehe n then got home n at around...ummm 9 sumfing i thinkk ma baby came to see me!! yay!! n he got me a get well card!! awww babe!! i lvoe u sooooo muchh!! like seriously i do!!! i realise how lucky i am to have u n im never gonna let u go!! never ever!! hehe u treat me like a princess when im no where near one!! hehe i feel sooo loved!! weeee!! *mwas* bubs!!

friday:: well went to sko0l n found out that matt who left our skool like a week ago was rushed to hospital thursday night because he has 3 heart attacks and had a 14 hr heart operation. we were all shocked n dint know what to say.rach broke down crying coz they were like best fwends. we were all silent n we dint go to 1st period coz we all soo shocked and upset. but i tried to hold bak the tears coz we all knew it was coming.he has a growth spurt disablity and his heart is too small for his body and + he smokes witch doesn't help.i was with rach all dai until recess when her mum rang up and picked her up.in the afternoon we found out that matt went into another operation and he had internal bleeding.we seriously dint know how to react but to just be silent and be with each other thru this horrible ordeal.i prayed for him when i got home coz i dont want to lose another fwend that was close to me.the pain is just too much for me to bear.
had youth n had to be there at 7 coz i was leading this week n i was nervous,sick and upset abt wat happened that dai.but i sint let it gwt in the way of wat i had to do coz its not abt me...its abt God n he deserves all the praise in the world.well worship went realli well and i couldnt possibly thank everyone who helped me thru worship.we realli felt the presence of God that night and im soo grateful coz the week b4 we havent been that commited to God but i think we all now. we broke up into groups and marianne and i were leaders for our group.umm met abi's bf n yehh he was nice n u 2 are cute ^^ hehe yehh....after youth me jamie n jehmer went to maccas n just bummed for abit n then jamie dropped me home at abt 12am? i was tired as.....but had to finish my pd assessment.rang up my bf later that night ....

tired!!

2005-03-31T23:15:00.000+10:00

hmmz wells time to update once agains ><" ive been soo lazy lately....soo dont expect me to blog everynight nows...maybe like 2-3 times a week ^^ haha sowwie pplz =P

tuesday_ummm well had sko0l n yehh it was chat?! omg i dont remember like seriously i dont haha well had double free,double business,pd and religion lalala ummm in ma double did half ov my religion assessment ^^ and business was gay coz no angie nows!! coz she went to israel =) soo yehh hmm well freakin daniella was sitting next to me n she did her gay laugh n me caitlin and nathan were pissing ourselfs haha soo go0d lad!! XD n then me nikolah n danni had to make a paper clip more innovative or more 'cool' soo we're like....make it glow in the dark haha =P blah!!

wednesday_im sick!! ummm had year meeting,assembly,english and triple religion haha ><" well year meeting was obviously a bludge and yehh we had to discuss whether if we wanted homero0m to stay the same or change next year.....there was mixed reactions but yehh some ppl just wanted our year group as a homero0m but we dint coz then we wldnt know ne1 else in da sko0l besides our grade ><" how stupid hehe hmmz n then we wanted homero0m to be longer soo we cld miss out on more sko0l time =P hehe n then assembly was boring!! *snores* hehe just talked about this term,swimming carnival etc -_-" haha ummm english was alright...dint do much work coz Mr.P was just checking if we were all up to date w/ our work hehe im all up to date!! wo0t!! XP ummmm religion....1st lesson just did role plays and then in our last periods just watched a movie claled phenonmenon w/ john travolta hehe....me tim and wongie were eating soo much fo0d n i msg ma baby boi coz i missed him sooooooooo much!! ><"!! omg i just wanna be in ur arms babe!!

thrusday_blah!! yehh woke up coughing n just sick!! soo dint go sko0l....woke up at 10 n started doing my pd assessment n ended up finishing half ov it 8-) hmmmz n then rang up ma baby boi!! n yerr woke him up agens ><" sowwie babe!! haha n yehh we just talked n was meant to go library to finish off ma pd assessment but yehh went to ma babys house instead haha....soo ma dad dropped me off at da library n thenn i walked into da library bathrooms n then walked out to towers n then went GP n bought baby blue havainas....dunno how to spell it ><" n they were $16.95 hehe n then walked out to da bustop n waited for the 632....never came!! blah!! ><" n dint come till....ummmmm 1.20 sumfing haha n yehh was talking to peter!! my god bro!! wee!! hmmz n yehh then finally made it to ma babys house hehe n then we went towers at like 6.30 n waited for da bus for ages lad!! grrr!! buses are soo unreliable!! blah!! hmmz n then got to towers n spent some more time together n we went bra shopping hehe!! ma babys first time!! AWWW!! n yehh umm left abt 8? n ma mum dropped off ma baby boi!! noo dint want u to leave!! hehe hmmmz n yehh just b4 was helping ma dad how to use word. he wanted to know how to change the direction of the text in a textbox soo yehh i showed him haha im such a nerd!! nerrrhhh!!

sigh

2005-03-28T21:48:00.000+10:00

wellz havent blogged for abit....mainly coz im too lazy n too much stuf to do then blog soo yehh has been neglected...hmm well as u can see a new layout n i have come to love ayumi hamasaki ^^ shes hot lads hehe =P wells lets update....

friday_wells woke up pretty earli i think?! noo idea n dint nothing realli but just bum around at home n talk to ma baby bOi! =) n then at abt 2.30 left da house n went to meet tung at towers so we could catch da bus to go easter show!! hehe n yehh ummm it was funn but cold n packed!! hehe was w/ martin,nav,keaton n this other guy hehe sorry i 4get ><" n then umm saw nancy =P wow soo sexc mann lala n thenn onli bought like 1 showbag coz da showbag pavilion was packed to da shithouse ><" ohh wells my mum already bought me showbags the day b4 =P hmmz n then i bought this fan thingy that has cool lights on it from the rave cave hehe n yehh babe im sorry abt wat happened that day and night....u know i love u w/ all my heart and i seriously dint mean to hurt u =( hmmmz n yehh bused it back home abt ummm 10.30? n then got towers n then ma mum picked us up n dropped tung home hehe.....

saturdaii_ummm well woke up pretty late like umm 11.30? hmmmz n ma bro was at parra for tutoring n then he was going burwood n yehh i was just at home thinking abt ma baby boi ^^ n thenn umm abt 1.30 left to go ct n get my haircut agens hehe n ma mum cut n coloured her hair hehe n it was cold n raininy!! haha ma feet got soo wet n ma jeans were wet too!! dammit!! hehe hmmmz n yehh my hair is soo freakin short!! i wa slike omg i hate it!! but its grown on me nows hehe hmmz n then after that went to morning glory n bought a whole lot of shit coz it was 30-50% off everything haha how can i resist!! ><"!! haha hmmmz n then went bak to ma mum n waited for her n then just went market ct n ate dinner soo yehh dint do much in da ct this week coz i was too tired haha =P

sundaii_umm well woke up to my freakin alarm at 7.45 haha n had to get ready to go church coz i was singing that dai so had to get to church by 8.30 soo um walked it that morning n it was freezing!! haha n yehh church was go0d coz we had this tambourine dance hehe i dunno some filo thing but it was funky hehe n then we had da choir n then umm had this mime act for the talk that dai to show us a message abt jesus n it was sooo go0d!! hehe hmmz n then after church just went downstairs n ate soo much crap haha n then jamie gave me a top but yehh doubt i wld wear it coz i dont wear yellow hehe sorry ><" hmmz n then wen was abt to leave peter gave me a harvest church polo hehe soo nicee =) but yehh gotta pay $12.50 for it this week hehe -_- hmmmz n then walked home n stayed home for the rest ov da dai coz nothing was open soo yehh called up ma baby boi at around 6? n yehh he was in da showah agens hehe n yehh we talked until abt 7.45 n then i had a showah n then around 9 got dressed n mum drove me to towers for movie marathon n was just abt to turn into towers n ben rang me n told me that he has no lift soo had to turn around n go all da way bak to kellyville to get him tom n stu hehe ur lucky ma mum loves ya =P hmmz soo got towers around 9.45 n then saw maizey,wongy,derrick,martin,nav,keaton,fran,ria etc n then ben tom stu n me walked it to maccas n just ate n then walked back n then ma baby boi came around 10.30 n yehh lucky i already bought his ticket coz it was packed as!! hehe n we went in n o more seats soo we just sto0d around n these chicks offered us there seats hehe yay!! thanx!! hehe n yehh well saw:
*ring 2-omgOshness soo fucking scary!! n sorry babe for squeezing ur arm n screaming haha n fran!! u lil evil woman!! fcuking scaring me to death haha =P
*friday night lights-was shit as!! i fell alseep on ma baby haha
*meet the fockers-seen it already but still was funni n tung ended yup sleeping on me hehe aww soo cute

mondaii_umm n yehh marathon finished abt 5.15am? haha n we were all soo tired!!! n then waited for maccas to open n we ate soo much fo0d hehe n ma mum came to pick us up n went thru drive thru coz tung sed it was easier n quicker hehe soo tru! n then dropped home tung,ben,ton and stu n then got home abt 6.45? hehe n i just slept like da whole dai n woke up at abt 2.45pm? n then rang up tung!! n woke him up n then i wanted to sleep agen soo yehh i did n dint end up waking up till like 5!! haha soo yehh wasted the whole dai =P

yay!!

2005-03-24T21:38:00.000+11:00

hmmmz well todai sko0l was alright....pretty boring hehe coz onli me n paige from our group were at sko0l hehe shell n rach were at da easter show for fo0d tech hehe =P hmmmmz n yehh daniella was following us all dai fcuk off u dickhead!! haha well todaiz had ancient histo,english,maths,go0d friday mass,free and pdhpe hehe hmmmz well they were all boring n yehh da go0d friday mass was alright.....pretty boring n then got go0d at da end hehe steph!! ur soo hot lad!! hehe hmmmmz n yehh then da smoke alarm went off coz it was to0 hot in da PA hehe =P hmmz n yehh then had a free n it was soo fun coz we had no teacher n then just listened to music n me bex,martin and nav were talking hehe yehh n then pd was yehh pd?! hehe nahh it was alright dint realli do nefing hehe =D hmmz n thenn ma mum picked me up n we went to kellyville plaza n then went home n then i got dressed to go towers n yehh wen i got there was w/ martin,prav,nav,evonne,carmen,derrick and fenny hehe omg sorry derrick for not knowing hu u were at first hehe soo yess ummm HAPPY BDAYY NAV!! hope u had a go0d one lad =) hehe i got him a cute card =] hmmmz n thenn saw mike n ivn soo was w/ themm for abit hehe n then saw leon n val soo was talking to them for like 2mins n then then left hehe n then my BABY BOI came!! yay!! omg i like sooo missed ya!! rarr!! hehe n yehh tung n nav had a go0d reunion hmmmz n thenn umm wat did we do?! ohh yehh just bummed around until like ummm6.30? hehe n saw mez n her fwend hehe i 4get his name ><" haha but hes co0lies hmmmz n thenn me n tung went n watched ROBOTS omg its soo go0d!! ^^ hmmz n geez these lil bitches were staring at my bf!! fukn gaykents!! grrr!! hmmmmz n then after we saw da movie saw CATH!! omg i miss u!! awww ma sistah!! ur soo freakin gorgeous!! haha i h8 u!! haha jkz!! hmmz n then went outside n yehh there was a catfight but we missed it ><" n there were cops everywhere =P hmmz well bummed outside n thenn at like 9.15 tungs dad came n picked us up n dropped me home hehe *thanx* hehe hmmz n yehh now im here hehe n omg i MISS MY BABY ALREADI!! AWWWW I LOVE U BUBS!!

cold!!

2005-03-22T20:39:00.000+11:00

listening to :: jesus walks [mase remix]-kanye west ft. mase
chatting to :: cath,wongie,markk,nancy,rocky
feeling :: cold n wanting my baby boy!! NOW!! hahaha
omfg!! its cold!! ><" i dont like it!! but its go0d as well coz i lurve sleeping in bed wen its raining!! awww soo nicee!! hehe hmmmz well caught da bus todaiz w/ luke caitlin and dario hehe it was soo funni coz we were watching porn on caitlins fone haha i was full cracking up n caitlin was like "omg i dont wanna see!!" haha n luke n dario were yehh haha hmmmmz hahaha =P n yehh got to sko0l n it was freakin freezing!! hehe n todaiz had ancient histo,religion,business,double pd and a free hehe hmmz well it was all boring!! haha blah!! except for ma free hehe it was funni coz we had da cool teacher but i 4get her name ><" ohh wells hehe hmmmz n yehh end of sko0l n it pouring rain n it was cold!! i shlf ov listened to ma mum when she sed to bring an umbrella haha mums are alwaiis right soo pplz alwais listen to ur rents hehe ^^ hmmmmz well said byee to jen coz she going to phils for a month hehe i will miss her lots n lots =( ohh wells hehe she will eventually come bakk!! hehe hmmmz n then caught bus to towers w/ ashwin nav n martin n umm talisha hehe n we were making up funni laughs =D soo weird we are n then ran to shelter wen we got off da bus haha n thenn me n martin ran to towers n i went to see da dogs!! hehe awww sooo cute!! n then martin had to go home n then my baby came up to see me!! yay!! hehe n thenn we bught nav a bday card =P n thenn bought subwayy n tungs fwend got us free cookies n a drink yay!! thanx lad =P hmmmmz n thenn we walked it bak to da library n it was pouring rain hehe n then we went n got johnny from da library n went downstairs to eat hehe n then johnny went bak up to study n me n ma baby spent some time together hehe n then we went bak up n at like 6.15 ma dad came to pick me up n it was pouring like heavy !! haha hmmz n then got home n watched ayumi hamasuki in concert haha n yehh it was cute!! cute cute cute ^^ *peace sign* hahahaaahhhaahah =D yehh n then dinner n then watched an hour of simpsons n then showah n now watching OC hehe hmmmz tomoro got drivers education dai at st ives hehe yay -_- see da enthusiam on ma face...im onli happi to go coz no sko0l haha =P

lalalalalalalalalala

2005-03-21T22:51:00.000+11:00

monday....ohhh how i dread mondayz ><" coz then u hafta wait all da way till friday soo then u can anticipate the weekend haha ok wat am i on abt?! *shutup* hehe hmmz well todaiz i was freakin tired like my dog ><" coz not enuf sleep n yehh i was all mo0dy ><" hehe hmmmz well got to sko0l at 8 n omgOshness was it COLD!! i was like geebus!! haha rarr!! haha n yehh todaiz had english,maths,business,pdhpe,ancient history and yehh a free haha hmmmz well english was alright no1 realli in class coz a bus broke down n most ov our class was on dat bus haha soo dint do much just went over the crucible n then he collected up our homework which i roughly did soo i just handed up my h/w + a whole bunch of other shit to make it like i did do my work haha XD hmmz n thenn homeroOm ><" n ma teacher was all weird todaiz...she was happy. n yehh she was full waving to this chick coz she came bak to sko0l after she was sick i was like fcuk ur weird haha n then miss wong came in n she was like "heyy shaza!!" haha hmmz n then maths ><> rach dint have a textbo0k soo zoe shared w/ us n we dint do anything n then mr.lane came n started talking to us haha weee we had a nice chat haha ohh yehh HAPPY BDAII ZOE!! hehe the big 17 haha =P hmmz recess did nothing n then business and had an assessment n yess i failed miserably coz dint realli lo0k over ma work n i shld have haha ohh wells haha hmmz n then pdhpe ><" farrkk i hate it nows its soo gayy n lame haha hmmz n then shell paige n rach left at lunch soo i was like noo i have noo fwends haha soo at lunch i was w/ martin n shit haha n angie was like "go hardd!!" haha she said it like 300000000 times haha ohh wells it was cute XP hehe n yehh ashwin n george were standing on my feet n then they pushed me n i like nearly fell n ashwin caught me coz he dint expect me to fall....well wat else wld happen if ur standing on my feet n u push me!! huh?? lol dumbkunts!! haha jkz!! hmmmz n then ancient histo hehe n yehh started doing a case study on the ice mann haha watta sexcii man =) we nicknamed him 'mr.iceman is icy' haha yehh me n court thought ov it coz we smart u see haha blah!! haha n we got our seats bak!! coz these nerds to0k it blah!! fcuk u!! haha hmmz n then had a free n wasnt realli bothered to do ne work....soo was just sleeping n on n off doing ancient histo h/w haha n yehh then caught bus n it was packed!! freakin yr 7s n 8s haha i swear u guys are freakin immature!! grr!! hmmz n then me n megan decided to go kellyville plaza soo we called up cath n pplz n yehh had a coffee n chat haha =P n thenn we all walked home at 5 hmmmz n then had a sleep n found out my baby boi was pissed offed soo yehh i gotta call him laters coz i dont want him to be pissed!! i love him sooo much everyone!! hahha!! ill never leave his side!! weeee!! *mwas*mwas* hehe

hmmmmz

2005-03-20T22:43:00.000+11:00

rarr well woke up at 8.30 coz had church n yehh mad maccas for breakfast n then got ready to go to church n yehh it went for 2 hrs!! marianne n i were sleeping coz we both had late nights soo i was resting on marks shoulder hehe thanx =P hmmz n then we went downstairs n bought fo0d =) n mark was doing his 4U maths ><" wahh soo smart lad 8-) hehe hmmmz n then me jamie n marianne were talking n then remembered that i had to go library soo left at 12.30 n then mum drove me to towers n yehh went library n 45 mins later my bf msg me saying he cldnt come n yehh at first i was annoyed coz i came to see him + study n thenn all of a sudden he came up behind me n gave me a heart attack ><" haha but yess glad to see ma baby ^^ hmmz n yehh ended up doing abt 8 pages of summaries for pd ><" n thenn we went to macas n i got a big mac =D hehe n thenn see tehmani n elli n then went bak to library n thenn so0n after that we to0k another break coz tung wanted a coffee n smoke soo yehh went out to da cafe n just talked hehe n thenn i studied for business n then we left at 5 coz thats wen it closes hehe yehh n thenn got to spend some time w/ ma baby boi haha n thenn he started cleaning my earrings coz he got sick ov em being dirty haha blah there not!! haha hmmz n yehh babe im sorry for being such an emotional wreck all da time ><" i just alwaiis think im not ur perfect gf as u say n yehh i know im not n then wen i think ive made u madd i get upset coz i dont want to make u disappointed in me =( hmmz but yehh got that all sorted out n then ma mum picked us up at 5.30 n then dropped tung home n then for dinner had rissoles n shit hehe n thenn i had a rest n woke up at 10 =O hehe n then had a showah n yehh here i am nows n i have a business assessment tomoro n dont think im readi for it soo ima study nows for it hehehe

kaboOm

2005-03-19T20:48:00.000+11:00

weeeee ``

listening to :: usher-yeah lol

chatting to :: pearl,nancy,derrick,andrew

feeling :: tireddd

okies well woke up at 8.30 coz my mum woke me up ><" grr!! n yehh had breaky n then ma bro went to parra for tutoring n thenn i started my english assessment ><" n yehh finished it in abt an hour and a half hehe yay hehe n thenn at 11 me n ma mum went to parra to pick up ma bro n thenn came home n then had lunch n thenn i studied for business assessment lol n thenn at 2 watched simpsons =D hehe n thenn was on da net doing the last bit ov my english assessment ><" aiya im such a nerd nows haha doing work n shit on weekends woOot!! 8-) hmmz n then henry rang me up n was telling me abt his night out n how he went to milkshake w/ his mates n yehh n tonight hes going to DNA haha nicee one ladz haha XD hmmz n yehh he picked up some hot chicks haha yeh right LOL jkz!! haha hmmz n then at 2.45 went out to ct w/ ma mummi hehe n ma bro went chatty =P n yehh i bought a pig that says 'i love u' wen u press it n yehh its on my fone n got a freshjive polo from SP2 haha n that was $59.95 hehe n thenn walked around heaps n then bumped into toto haha wo0t hmmmz thenn jennifwah rang me up which was sudden but alwaiis here for ya babers n yehh dont be sad bubs!! ull find sum1 else who will treat u 100x better then him haha [not mentioning names] yehh but i love ya babes so dont be sad!! ever want to cheer up then im alwaiis a call away!! *mwas* n then had dinner n yehh had noOdles lalala n then went easyway n got milk tea w/ rainbow jelly hehe wo0t!! yehh n thenn came home n watched this jap concert haha n it was ayumi sumfing n yehh it was go0d even tho i dint understand one word she was saying haha ><" hmmz well i miss ma baby boi!! n im sorry for not seeing u todaiz!! i realli did wanna see ya but yehh busy todaiz but im going library tomoro soo see u there hehe yay!!

weee

2005-03-18T22:47:00.000+11:00

listening to :: mario-whiz
chatting to :: ben,ivn,rocky,nat,nancy n mykal
feeling :: blah!! hehe i dunno wat im feeling hahaha =P
hehe todaiz was a go0d dai n it was realli reallii go0d coz ma baby boi came over!! hehe yay!! he got to my house at like 12.45?? hehe n yehh was soo excited to see him coz i love him sooo much hehe!! yay!! hmmz n then he left at 4.15 =( babers!! i dint want u to leave me!! ohh wells hehe at least i got to spend some valuable time with u hehe n noo i dont regret not going to swimming carnival haha blah =P hmmz n yehh after her left i just made mi goreng n thenn watched tv n then had a nap n then woke up at 7.10 n i was like "shit" haha coz i was meant to be at church earli coz i was singing hehe soo yehh had dinner n then got dressed n then ma dad dropped me off hehe *thanx* hehe n yehh sooo cold!! ><" hehe n got to see nat n we were both wearing puffy jackets and a safety pin on our jeans haha wo0t!! we think alike coz we cuzzins u see =P weee hmmz n thenn we were practising n yehh it was co0lz n thenn youth started at 8 sumfing n 2 new pplz came but i 4get there names haha sowwie >< color="#ff0000"> testimonies n it was co0lz lalala!! hmmz n thenn after we finished we went downstairs and just talked n me n helena ate cake mmm yummi!! hehe lala!! n yehh patrick got out this lil lullaby toy n it wldnt stop soo me n jamie were like "ITS POSSESSED!!" haha n jamie was like hitting it n shit on da table but it wldnt stop n thenn patrick was to0k it n then just switched it off n we're like "wow is that how u turn it off" haha n ben wa slike "its child pro0f" haha blah!! hehe n thenn ummm jehmer drove me home in da tarago todaiz n i thought he was just joking but yehh he wasnt haha n everytime he turned da wheel it wld squeak haha ><" rarr!! haha n he said i was hearing things but i know i wasnt haha hmmz wells its 10.50pm nows n yehh gonna call ma baby boi soOnish hehe n yehh tomoro gotta do my assessments ><" noOO!! n yehh go ct or sumfing hehe okies im off

rarr

2005-03-18T11:14:00.000+11:00

weeeee lalala!! hehe yay its friday hehe =P n yess im at once home agens hehe 2nd dai this week =D hehe watta rebel ayes ?! blah ohh wells hehe hmmmz well i shld be doing my english assessment n studying for business exam on mondai but my bf coming over soOnish hehe yay!! yay yay!! haha hmmmz okies thenn ummm well thursday went to sko0l n it was fcuking freezing cold!! like freakin winter!! brrr!! haha hmmmz n yehh we were all studying for our maths assessment but like it was too cold so we just stopped haha =P hmmz n dat dai i had... pd,double maths,ancient history and english hehe hmmmz well pd we were in da library looking for article for our assessment n yehh me n shell were looking thru da girlfriend mags haha n it was funni lol n jak n tom were looking at mandy moore haha =P niccee lads XD hmmmz n yehh then had maths but we had a study hehe yay but i alreadu nu everything soo it was all go0d hehe n thenn recess woOot!! did nothing realli coz it was raining blah!! n dint wana spend ma money coz needed it for towers haha but yehh ended up giving my $10 to court coz she needed it for movie n i had money on my keycard soo yehh i to0k $20 from that hehe see how nice i am!! haha but now i onli have $11 left =( ohh wells hehe hmmz newaiiz yehh thenn we had da maths exam n it was EASY!! like omgoshness!! hahaha hmmmz n thenn had ancient n me n court were lo0king at da new guy bradley hehe n hes funni lo0king like he fully stares at ya but i dont think he realises haha n yehh we got scared!! haha soo we started laughing n laughing for like noo reason realli haha!! haha hmmmz yehh n thenn had lunch n i lost all da girls!! soo was with martin n shit n thenn found da girls in da PA hehe n yehh just bumming in there n i slept coz i was tired =) hmmmz n thenn had english n yehh another no talking lesson haha ><" n yehh i thought i was gonna get in trouble for not bringing my text but yehh mr P was just like "u forget ur book?" n im like "yehh" n hes like "ok then" haha *phew* me a lucky one =D hehe n yehh thenn 2.30 had a free and ma baby boi picking me up yay!! wo0t!! haha hmmz n thenn we went towers n bummed around for a bit n was shopping hehe ^^ hmmz n thenn saw kez ivn jacky n this other chick hehe n thenn saw mez n thenn we went to da movies n we saw 'be cool' its alright haha not da best movie hehe hmmz n thenn me n ma baby just bummed around until like 8.30 hehe n thenn ma mum took us home n we dropped him homes hehe yay!! hehe hmmz n thenn i did nothing wen i got home just watched tv n shit n thenn called ma baby but i was fcuking tired soo had to go hehe.hmmmz well todaiz have swimming carnival at stanhop gardens but yehh dint feel like going n + my baby coming!! hehe yay!!
rarr okies this is directed to this one person but i wont say who....dont fucking bitch behind me n my bfs backk n expect us not to find out!! ur a fucking loser if u think ur gonna be our fwends nxt time just say it to our face coz nxt time i see ya im gonna fucking go off at ya soo fuck u stoOpid dick!! grrr!!

hehe

2005-03-16T21:47:00.000+11:00

listening to :: chingy ft.janet jackson-dont worry
chatting to :: val,rOcky,hanz,derrick,amy
feeling :: not as sickk but yehh better =)
rarr!! hmmmmz wells todaiz stayed home coz ima sick hehe i realli am!! ><" seems like no1 believes me wen i say im sick haha hmph!! blah watever hehe n yehh i wanted me baby boi to come over but ma rents were home as well!! dammit!! grrr!! well at least i get to see him tomoro!! yay!! hehe lala well todaiz umm woke up at like 1? hehe n thenn had breaky n thenn just went on da net for da whole dai making this blog!! haha i cant believe it!! i shld ov been doing my assessments but oh wells hahaha *shrugs* hehe hmmmz n yehh blogspot annoys me but u can customize it more soo yehh lol n omfg!! da tagboard pissed me ov majorly!! i was abt to yelll at my comp n then hit it hahha hmmmmz well its finally working i hope hehe n yehh to0k me ages to just even get da whole thing working coz it kept fcuking up!! grrr!! oh wells i shld be happi nows coz its all there n yehh hahaha lalala i miss my baby boi!! like soooo bad!! i know i saw him yday n seeing him tomoro but i wanna see him NOW!! arghh! haha i just wanna hug him n kiss him n yehh haha =P hmmmmz well at like 8.45 went out with ma mum to da bball courts to pick up ma bro n yehh i wore ma pjz coz i was thinking im onli gonna be in da car n no1 gonna see me soo yehh haha but yehh PETER had to come home with us dint he!! haha but luckily he cldnt realli see wat i was wearing haha *phew* =) soo yehh dropped him home n thenn got home n went searching for articles for pd assessment but shld ov been doing english haha but yehh i planned all that one out soo i nkow wat im doing 8-) wow im such a nerd! haha oh wells haha at least im getting my work done!! hehe wells tomoro got maths assessment on linear equations n measurement hehe EASY!! wo0t haha n then friday got swimming carnival lol but not gonna swim just gonna bum w/ ma fwends n take fotos hehe thats wat we do best la!! hehehe hmmmmz well now im gonna go studyn then call ma baby boi!! yay!! ohh yehh everyone go to REIGNITED on da 12th april hehe n its $25 but if u bring ur fwends u get discount haha wow!! haha its at rouges soo yehh hmmmmz come if u can lala n + ill be there hahahaha =P ok ok bye byeeeee

blah

2005-03-16T14:11:00.000+11:00

*sigh* todai wasnt such a great dai ><" n it all started out wen i was on da fone w/ my bf at like 1am? blaH.....i dont wanna tell everyone abt wat happened but yehh after we got off the fone i felt abit annOyed n just abit upset for u to question me the way u did and ask "IF" this and that n i know u were just curious but yehh it hurts me to know that u still think and doubt how i feel for u....when u know my love for u is endless,i can never leave u,i can never find someone else who will love me,care for me,need me more then u tung.....n i know u get insecure as well as u may think i dont show my love as open as u but seriously babe i love u with all my heart and u meannn soooo much to meee!!! i really cant put it in any other way......n im realli sorry abt todaiz coz i to0k soo much stuf out on u n u just put up with it wen u cld of just left soo i thankyou soo much =) and i shouldnt of let my sickness get in the way of us spending time together coz you've been sick and u havent complained abt it and i soo wish i cld change and be a better gf for u but thenn u dont want me to change and i dont think i cld be a better gf for u coz ive tried soo hard alreadi *sigh* im sorry if this is abit out in the open babe but i gotta let all this stuf out..........babe i love u with all my heart and i wll never stop loving u and since the day i met u i knew u were the one coz we just got along soo well n there was something abt u that just attracted me to u...i dunno i cant explain it.........but i just wanna let u know that even if i hang with other guys,i wont ever leave u for any of them,ur the only one i want forver!! i dont know how else to put this babe....this is all straight from my heart soo there are no lies =) n babe i love it wen i get to hug u,kiss u,cuddle u etc coz i just love spending time with u,it takes away all my other problems in my life =D soo im sorry for anything ive done wrong to piss u off or annoy u or make u paranoid coz i dont mean to hurt u babe but i guess i shld think abt my actions b4 i do them right? n im trying to be more open with u too even tho its abit hard at times =\ but thankyou for putting up with my shit, thankyou for helping me thru hard times, thankyou for alwaiis being there no matter wat, thankyou for caring soo much abt me, thankyou for helping me realise alot of things and thankyou for just being the best bf ive ever had!! i love u babe and im glad to say ur mine!!